Tenure of the Ego: a new perspective on health, spirituality, and schizophrenia (my "trip report" of the world)

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"Tenure of the Ego"--a new perspective on health, spirituality, and schizophrenia "Tenure of the Ego"--a new perspective on health, spirituality, and schizophrenia How do you think people are going to feel realizing that billions of years of evolution is How do you think people are going to feel realizing that billions of years of evolution is currently being spearheaded by an

currently being spearheaded by an army of 1 army of 1 a single young adult! a single young adult! i can literallyi can literally smellsmell the denial that the denial that swaths over everything

swaths over everything it#s not it#s not that past philosophers have been wrong or that mankind is on thethat past philosophers have been wrong or that mankind is on the wrong track

wrong track The problem The problem is one is one of origins of origins The origin of The origin of knowledge itself, in knowledge itself, in a waya way  $ince man $ince man hashas always sought comple% systems and solutions which employ &newness' he is misguiding himself always sought comple% systems and solutions which employ &newness' he is misguiding himself towards an ever-increasing drive towards the perfection of certain systems never knowing the towards an ever-increasing drive towards the perfection of certain systems never knowing the importance of where knowledge initially comes from

importance of where knowledge initially comes from The best e%ample of The best e%ample of this today is the this today is the way inway in which we are trying to define what is(isn#t healthy for you

which we are trying to define what is(isn#t healthy for you )t#s in )t#s in constant despair for any trueconstant despair for any true

definition because man thinks himself already full to his eyeballs with pure truth reasoned via science, definition because man thinks himself already full to his eyeballs with pure truth reasoned via science, but all the while not only is he missing the basic alchemical principal, he chooses to disregard the but all the while not only is he missing the basic alchemical principal, he chooses to disregard the forethought brought upon our past by ancient peoples who we think are now merely &outdated' relics forethought brought upon our past by ancient peoples who we think are now merely &outdated' relics of knowledge

of knowledge )t#s hard )t#s hard to blame anyone specifically for the current failure but ) can assure you this* to blame anyone specifically for the current failure but ) can assure you this*  the guiding hand in

the guiding hand in society is evil through and society is evil through and through through Even people ) once Even people ) once considered my best friendsconsidered my best friends fail to meet

fail to meet my scrutinous observations with my scrutinous observations with any necessary respect any necessary respect +nd this is +nd this is okay okay ) am ) am finefine working on my own and it#

working on my own and it#s probably ust best that ways probably ust best that way  This way ) can disambiguate everythingThis way ) can disambiguate everything necessary to get me to my goal*which is not merely the reformation of knowledge towards truth but necessary to get me to my goal*which is not merely the reformation of knowledge towards truth but also the pure betterment of our proclivity for or against what we can deduce to be necessary courses of also the pure betterment of our proclivity for or against what we can deduce to be necessary courses of action and thought

action and thought ecause current systems are, ecause current systems are, unironically, constantly at unironically, constantly at odds with themselvesodds with themselves The psychedelic aspect

The psychedelic aspect of reality issomething which we must of reality issomething which we must constantly refer to constantly refer to .E/0.E/0+2+2 304 TH+

304 TH+TT  +5$4 E/05+) 5+63++5$4 E/05+) 5+63+6E 7)T86E 7)T8  +lso etymology of psychedelic9 :hy +lso etymology of psychedelic9 :hy am )am ) saying this!

saying this! )s it )s it because ) because ) think and think and advocate for advocate for the legality the legality of psychedelics! of psychedelics! no no because truebecause true knowledge is implicit in all things and

knowledge is implicit in all things and that includes yourself that includes yourself ) could not ) could not have gotten to where have gotten to where ) was) was without other people, and ) don#t mean via direct aid ;there is utterly none

without other people, and ) don#t mean via direct aid ;there is utterly none of that< of that< ) mean ) look) mean ) look deeply into the understanding other people have and from there chart my own course for where ) may deeply into the understanding other people have and from there chart my own course for where ) may meet situations familiar to them

meet situations familiar to them This is hard to This is hard to e%plain but essentially the core of e%plain but essentially the core of the self is utterlythe self is utterly impressionable and, given the right intentions, entirely capable of a complete picture of meta-analysis impressionable and, given the right intentions, entirely capable of a complete picture of meta-analysis of the self

of the self Then, going forward, ) can know that no other can strike me from the place Then, going forward, ) can know that no other can strike me from the place ) lay down as) lay down as my foundation for knowledge

my foundation for knowledge =ust like how they =ust like how they say falsely practicing to be say falsely practicing to be a doctor is illegal, ) a doctor is illegal, ) cancan within myself delineate a

within myself delineate a complete space whereby falsehood complete space whereby falsehood will never prevail will never prevail The psychedelicThe psychedelic aspect is whereby my knowledge can, hopefully, toss out the falsehood from the e%ternal world and ) aspect is whereby my knowledge can, hopefully, toss out the falsehood from the e%ternal world and ) know this is possible both on the acute level constantly occurring within normal states of awareness know this is possible both on the acute level constantly occurring within normal states of awareness and to great lengths unforeseeable by any others when in the catalyzed by certain mind-e%panding and to great lengths unforeseeable by any others when in the catalyzed by certain mind-e%panding drugs

drugs $o you cannot thrust this from me any more than $o you cannot thrust this from me any more than you could remove a vital organ you could remove a vital organ from my bodyfrom my body ) live in an entirely different world from you

) live in an entirely different world from you )t is necessary that ) be here because not )t is necessary that ) be here because not only do )only do ) have to process data in a different status than that which you do, but also because there is a desperate have to process data in a different status than that which you do, but also because there is a desperate attempt being made against me and everything ) stand for in all moments of every day

attempt being made against me and everything ) stand for in all moments of every day  )t matters not to)t matters not to me whether ) take pride in this, because the state ) am in is not designed to procure anything material me whether ) take pride in this, because the state ) am in is not designed to procure anything material from your world

from your world ), in a ), in a way, way, already have everything ) have already have everything ) have ever wanted e%cept peace of ever wanted e%cept peace of mind mind >y>y grandmother once said to me &it#s like your mind is always on fire' and it#s good for me to know that grandmother once said to me &it#s like your mind is always on fire' and it#s good for me to know that someone could actually see through to me that way

someone could actually see through to me that way  ecause, in that same fashion, you will grow toecause, in that same fashion, you will grow to know that all ) have ever pursued is truth and

know that all ) have ever pursued is truth and mutual understanding mutual understanding +nd she is right*since ) was 1?+nd she is right*since ) was 1? my mind has been on fire looking for some

my mind has been on fire looking for some things that are now entirely too simple things that are now entirely too simple ow, i#m in ow, i#m in mymy early twenties and my mind is still on fire despite having found the key things of importance, but early twenties and my mind is still on fire despite having found the key things of importance, but enough about me

enough about me

) only want to say one thing about drugs before ) move onto the importance of spiritual ) only want to say one thing about drugs before ) move onto the importance of spiritual understanding because ) strongly believe it#

understanding because ) strongly believe it#s necessary to have s necessary to have our own priorities looked overour own priorities looked over  ThereThere are no drugs that are obectively and in all situations superior to any other

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society, perhaps the very largest one of all if you are able to see past the veil of obliviousness and society, perhaps the very largest one of all if you are able to see past the veil of obliviousness and

positivity, is that we actually ustify using morality our adherence towards certain processes of the mind positivity, is that we actually ustify using morality our adherence towards certain processes of the mind which create(are central

which create(are central to culture to culture There is There is absolutely no absolutely no @uestion that weed @uestion that weed should be should be legalized legalized TheThe problem that we have with

problem that we have with it today is in it today is in two fronts ;and no two fronts ;and no others<A others<A the front of hierarchical,the front of hierarchical, authoritarian society maintaining a rule over our minds, traditions, and beliefs and secondly the authoritarian society maintaining a rule over our minds, traditions, and beliefs and secondly the imperative towards maintaining control over the working class of america through drugs which imperative towards maintaining control over the working class of america through drugs which

maintain the operative hivemind and keep it away from devising strong counter-cultural beliefs which maintain the operative hivemind and keep it away from devising strong counter-cultural beliefs which are actually necessary for us

are actually necessary for us to growto grow  ut the fact is ut the fact is thisA thisA people want to be people want to be ignorant and that is ignorant and that is evilevil othing more to it but

othing more to it but thankfully this will die out along thankfully this will die out along with their generation with their generation BBBgives the finger inBBBgives the finger in every which direction to political societyBBB

every which direction to political societyBBB $o ) have a

$o ) have a uni@ue kind of viewpoint uni@ue kind of viewpoint This is clear enough from my base principals which areThis is clear enough from my base principals which are in direct contrast to your current view of reality

in direct contrast to your current view of reality  i#m not saying that your current view of reality doesi#m not saying that your current view of reality does not work, butit is analogous to an imitation of what the

not work, butit is analogous to an imitation of what the real thingreal thing is  is The real The real thing assumes something assumes some basic truths*there is a shared understanding of what we do to make our lives enoyable we

basic truths*there is a shared understanding of what we do to make our lives enoyable we

collectively know and understand what our life choices can be and what they entail people are not collectively know and understand what our life choices can be and what they entail people are not taken advantage of at

taken advantage of at any level especially by any level especially by forces far beyond their control forces far beyond their control The current theorem ofThe current theorem of reality is ine%orable from game theory, and is ine%orable from anyone who participates in society#s reality is ine%orable from game theory, and is ine%orable from anyone who participates in society#s lives

lives The fundamental problem is one of The fundamental problem is one of good and evil, and good and evil, and how neither of them how neither of them should reallyshould really functionally e%ist if we can deduce best practices and always adhere to those

functionally e%ist if we can deduce best practices and always adhere to those That is to sayThat is to say, selfishness, selfishness is like an attribute which will resonate with different levels of a person#s proclivity towards or away is like an attribute which will resonate with different levels of a person#s proclivity towards or away from the ability to actively overpower the will of other people but the reality is most people would from the ability to actively overpower the will of other people but the reality is most people would gladly make enormous sacrifices for their own

gladly make enormous sacrifices for their own gain if there is gain if there is no obstruction no obstruction This is a point This is a point mademade clear for your entertainment all the time thanks to movies like $aw, but what ) want to posit is that this clear for your entertainment all the time thanks to movies like $aw, but what ) want to posit is that this situation would, in my ordained utopia, not

situation would, in my ordained utopia, not be a necessary hypothetical in be a necessary hypothetical in the slightest the slightest ) like to) like to reference +lan :atts and Hinduism here in reference to a point which ) very firmly believe in to be an reference +lan :atts and Hinduism here in reference to a point which ) very firmly believe in to be an absolute truth, whether you believe in spirituality or not, and that is that &what you do ends up doing absolute truth, whether you believe in spirituality or not, and that is that &what you do ends up doing you'

you' Ceality itself is so startlingly simple one Ceality itself is so startlingly simple one begins to wonder what a begins to wonder what a human being really is in human being really is in thethe conte%t of all this destruction, especially that of the D

conte%t of all this destruction, especially that of the Dthth century  century + + man needs only a scant amount ofman needs only a scant amount of technology, space, and food in order to be happy and it should be in some way demonstrated that the technology, space, and food in order to be happy and it should be in some way demonstrated that the reality of happiness is such a simple task to achieve today

reality of happiness is such a simple task to achieve today  7omputers can, in the forefront of obvious7omputers can, in the forefront of obvious truths, take ahold of the

truths, take ahold of the maority of simple tasks maority of simple tasks ut beyond that, it#ut beyond that, it#s important that we disallows important that we disallow wasteful e%penditures and unscrupulous corporate activity

wasteful e%penditures and unscrupulous corporate activity 4ne way to do 4ne way to do this which is less obvious this which is less obvious isis make it so that people do not have

make it so that people do not have to nearly any driving to nearly any driving ::e can have self-driving cars deliver food toe can have self-driving cars deliver food to an entire community of people or incorporate rail systems but the current waste of gasoline is a

an entire community of people or incorporate rail systems but the current waste of gasoline is a

complete mess both in the environment and in our own lives which we should take in to account what complete mess both in the environment and in our own lives which we should take in to account what is truly convenient in a

is truly convenient in a world without corporations world without corporations ot to mention, it#ot to mention, it#s 1F completelys 1F completely unsustainable and it#s ludicrous to believe otherwise

unsustainable and it#s ludicrous to believe otherwise ::e can see these forces coming into efe can see these forces coming into effectfect already in the world through

already in the world through basic income and automation of basic income and automation of entire stores entire stores )t#s )t#s unfortunate that thisunfortunate that this effect is not obvious, and ) would point some blame at $ci-Gi movies for this because we are trained to effect is not obvious, and ) would point some blame at $ci-Gi movies for this because we are trained to imagine some of the most absurd uses of technology rather than taking a utilitarian approach to our imagine some of the most absurd uses of technology rather than taking a utilitarian approach to our own life

own life

izek on basic income* 

izek on basic income* httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIJtKm$HE)LwkhttpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIJtKm$HE)Lwk

4kay, so

4kay, so this was ust to give you a this was ust to give you a basic understand of my implications basic understand of my implications ut the real issues don#tut the real issues don#t revolve around logicthe world is a very

revolve around logicthe world is a very comple% network comple% network 0eople are wrapped up 0eople are wrapped up in their ownin their own

current ideologies without realizing the obvious thing to do is, once the information is truly assimilated current ideologies without realizing the obvious thing to do is, once the information is truly assimilated by culture and not by biased lenses, to simply work collectively to meet basic need and eliminate suffer by culture and not by biased lenses, to simply work collectively to meet basic need and eliminate suffer of all

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living centers are an easy solution especially incorporating solar power and free access to shared living centers are an easy solution especially incorporating solar power and free access to shared amenities

amenities ) have imagined a ) have imagined a computer system which runs through the structure as computer system which runs through the structure as a basic utilitya basic utility,, sharing a central hard-drive which will be maintained for longevity and allow for backing-up of files, sharing a central hard-drive which will be maintained for longevity and allow for backing-up of files, with all information and

with all information and media made completely free media made completely free and open-source to and open-source to EKEC84E EKEC84E :4C52- :4C52-:)2E

:)2E This should be a main ideal, and the more we can This should be a main ideal, and the more we can talk about it the better, but talk about it the better, but the media has usthe media has us wasting our time in politic tug-of-war games

wasting our time in politic tug-of-war games Gurthermore, ) do mean

Gurthermore, ) do mean +55 living beings are included +55 living beings are included This ne%t part is a bit of spiritualThis ne%t part is a bit of spiritual &woo' but please do

&woo' but please do try to take try to take it at face it at face value value 0lants actually0lants actually want want  to be  to be eaten eaten +nd here#s +nd here#s anotheranother thing, food itself wants to be eaten, at all timesM

thing, food itself wants to be eaten, at all timesM Essentially, that purpose there is to make sure Essentially, that purpose there is to make sure that allthat all energy needs of beings which form the collective ecosystem are met so they can fundamentally thrive energy needs of beings which form the collective ecosystem are met so they can fundamentally thrive ecause, if you think about it, meat is ust something that used to be food, but pumped into a living ecause, if you think about it, meat is ust something that used to be food, but pumped into a living thing which does

thing which does not not  want to  want to be eaten be eaten $ystemic meat consumption is actually ust a $ystemic meat consumption is actually ust a willful dive intowillful dive into inefficient practices

inefficient practices This gets even crazier than me stating that all energy has in This gets even crazier than me stating that all energy has in some way a conscioussome way a conscious impetus

impetus Gor e%ample, have Gor e%ample, have you ever you ever heard of heard of probiotics! probiotics! ::ell, they are ell, they are what is called what is called &good&good bacteria' but this is actually a misnomer

bacteria' but this is actually a misnomer There is no good or bad There is no good or bad bacteria*there is bacteria whichbacteria*there is bacteria which decays things into the earth and bacteria which wants to unify with a biological organism the fed and decays things into the earth and bacteria which wants to unify with a biological organism the fed and the fed upon

the fed upon +nd the way they +nd the way they work is by work is by actuallyactually  position positioning themseling themselves using whves using what they can at they can prepredict dict  the cycles of consumption are going to be

the cycles of consumption are going to be and from there using what resources they can to collectivelyand from there using what resources they can to collectively organize themselves so that the most energy for life is

organize themselves so that the most energy for life is conserved conserved aturally, this only goes to aturally, this only goes to benefitbenefit you if you take the necessary steps to make the most out of your energy supply ;what you eat< and that you if you take the necessary steps to make the most out of your energy supply ;what you eat< and that ) have covered in-depth in my other document

) have covered in-depth in my other document The only thing ) can add The only thing ) can add here is that you should try tohere is that you should try to avoid wasting foodM

avoid wasting foodM 2oes that seem too 2oes that seem too unusual, or somehow ironic! unusual, or somehow ironic! ::ell, it shouldn#t be ell, it shouldn#t be so much soso much so because people report the feeling of being &one' with the universe in all kinds of conte%ts, whether they because people report the feeling of being &one' with the universe in all kinds of conte%ts, whether they are religious or on a certain type of drug which awakens the individual mental processes to the

are religious or on a certain type of drug which awakens the individual mental processes to the 4vermind

4vermind $o, you have $o, you have to think of everything as to think of everything as being essentially energy at being essentially energy at the primordial levelthe primordial level Energy is recycled in the earth through closed systems but are always going to be bound to certain Energy is recycled in the earth through closed systems but are always going to be bound to certain inefficiencies

inefficiencies The first thing to realize in The first thing to realize in all of this is all of this is that life itself is a that life itself is a conduit for basically anythingconduit for basically anything you could want

you could want +ll the previous undesirables ) have +ll the previous undesirables ) have shown you to be shown you to be false idols*e%ercise, education,false idols*e%ercise, education, political gambits of all sorts, and all

political gambits of all sorts, and all manner of social dramas manner of social dramas +ll these things can +ll these things can be eliminated in thebe eliminated in the face of true knowledge

face of true knowledge $o knowing that, we can $o knowing that, we can encapsulate the world into a encapsulate the world into a kind of life-force whichkind of life-force which we can channel into the true vessels of bliss, creativity, love and connectedness basically novelty as is we can channel into the true vessels of bliss, creativity, love and connectedness basically novelty as is stated elo@uently in this e%cellent talk done by Terence

stated elo@uently in this e%cellent talk done by Terence >cLenna--:ho +re

:ho +re ::e!--e!--httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIgzuegu@yghttpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIgzuegu@yg

:e don#t need war because scarcity will be eliminated, ideologies will be based upon felt e%perience :e don#t need war because scarcity will be eliminated, ideologies will be based upon felt e%perience instead of dogma, and it will be made clear what benefits all of us collectively benefits us individually instead of dogma, and it will be made clear what benefits all of us collectively benefits us individually ) mean, if you look at it harshly, there is some benefit to gain from being selfish, but is it really worth ) mean, if you look at it harshly, there is some benefit to gain from being selfish, but is it really worth it!

it! 88ou can#t ustify destroying the e%ternal world for a slightly easier life, which is all you wouldou can#t ustify destroying the e%ternal world for a slightly easier life, which is all you would really get in this

really get in this system system ot to mention the ot to mention the obvious truth which is people obvious truth which is people make your life ETTEC,make your life ETTEC, not worse ;once scarcity is

not worse ;once scarcity is eliminated< eliminated< ) mean, we will need ) mean, we will need some basic adaptions too in some basic adaptions too in the form ofthe form of re-using materials for the ideal state but it#s all @uite easy once systems are put into place and they can re-using materials for the ideal state but it#s all @uite easy once systems are put into place and they can begin being put into place T42+8, once you wake up to the fact that humans deserve e@ual rights and begin being put into place T42+8, once you wake up to the fact that humans deserve e@ual rights and people should not be

people should not be allowed to engage in allowed to engage in gross e%cess of gross e%cess of materialism materialism +nd the thing is*the world+nd the thing is*the world itself is actually poised against you

itself is actually poised against you $ee, energy is $ee, energy is conceptually necessary for the uplifting of life conceptually necessary for the uplifting of life forceforce so a true system of energetics would ma%imize a stable and balanced system by which all people

so a true system of energetics would ma%imize a stable and balanced system by which all people benefit with the least energetic input and let me e%plain that there is a biological impetus for this*  benefit with the least energetic input and let me e%plain that there is a biological impetus for this*  plants want to be eaten, as ) said, but it#

plants want to be eaten, as ) said, but it#s more than that, actually s more than that, actually They are a part of the They are a part of the earth, thereforeearth, therefore they want to be be eaten

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output) so that the plant# so that the plant#s life and role in ecology is more s life and role in ecology is more easily fulfilled easily fulfilled Gurthermore, plants want toGurthermore, plants want to be eaten in a certain way, because they .citation needed, but ) saw this on a science site once9 don#t like be eaten in a certain way, because they .citation needed, but ) saw this on a science site once9 don#t like to be eaten in the leafy green parts of a plant which produces fruit as it#s product ;like this would apply to be eaten in the leafy green parts of a plant which produces fruit as it#s product ;like this would apply to an apple tree but not to spinach< because it is using those green leaves to absorb solar energy, not to to an apple tree but not to spinach< because it is using those green leaves to absorb solar energy, not to feed other organisms

feed other organisms $o all the food that gets thrown away$o all the food that gets thrown away, every hindrance to energy production, and, every hindrance to energy production, and even for every second that a plant#s fruit goes to putrification rather than immediate and good use is a even for every second that a plant#s fruit goes to putrification rather than immediate and good use is a chip in your karmic backdrop waiting for you in the afterlife

chip in your karmic backdrop waiting for you in the afterlife ow, we can ow, we can establish here that the basicestablish here that the basic system of life itself is

system of life itself is to create &good feelings' for to create &good feelings' for the least amount of &bad the least amount of &bad feelings' re@uired feelings' re@uired ThatThat alone is enough for the definition of what we would define as &life' and in theory it may have been that alone is enough for the definition of what we would define as &life' and in theory it may have been that simple for certain amoebic life forms

simple for certain amoebic life forms $o it should $o it should follow from there that anything that gets follow from there that anything that gets in the wayin the way of such an establishment and its greatest output should be deemed as evil

of such an establishment and its greatest output should be deemed as evil + + lot of people identify thelot of people identify the ego as being the source of all

ego as being the source of all problems in this way problems in this way ut this is not the case in ut this is not the case in my new model*evil ismy new model*evil is simply an over-stepping of a

simply an over-stepping of a necessary boundary by which we necessary boundary by which we are all co-dependents are all co-dependents )deally and ))deally and ) truly hope and pray every day that this is

truly hope and pray every day that this is possible possible ut it comes with the strange truth that what is goodut it comes with the strange truth that what is good and evil is a temporary construct based on

and evil is a temporary construct based on needneed that e%ists that e%ists already within society as it isalready within society as it is  This This shouldshould be easy enough to understand, and this is where it actually begins to tie into my own life as a

be easy enough to understand, and this is where it actually begins to tie into my own life as a schizophrenic

schizophrenic ut ) want you to contemplate this for a ut ) want you to contemplate this for a second before ) go on*do you really think thatsecond before ) go on*do you really think that it#s necessary to suppress these ideas!

it#s necessary to suppress these ideas! That ) haven#t spent years upon years mulling upon andThat ) haven#t spent years upon years mulling upon and perfecting them!

perfecting them! That ) am somehow trying That ) am somehow trying to pull the to pull the wool over your eyes wool over your eyes in any way! in any way! That itThat it doesn#t haunt me daily that people are suffering billions of lifetimes of torture for our own lack of doesn#t haunt me daily that people are suffering billions of lifetimes of torture for our own lack of accountability in our own ignorance!

accountability in our own ignorance! That ) have, already and That ) have, already and to the most reasonable e%tent to the most reasonable e%tent possible inpossible in my simple life, tried in every which way to convince people to take an alternative answer to their daily my simple life, tried in every which way to convince people to take an alternative answer to their daily needs in life!

needs in life! That what ) witness every dayThat what ) witness every day, in both the physical and spiritual planes, is constant proof, in both the physical and spiritual planes, is constant proof that we are living in a falsified reality ruled by evil!

that we are living in a falsified reality ruled by evil! ) assure you ) suf) assure you ) suffer and will continue to sufferfer and will continue to suffer every day

every day ust for being ust for being a truth-bearer a truth-bearer $oN$oN 2o ) Have to Talk 8ou )nto )t by $poon* 

2o ) Have to Talk 8ou )nto )t by $poon* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xt!"oq#l$% https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xt!"oq#l$% 

eyond this point, it begins to be about my schizophrenia, because this is the point at which ) want to eyond this point, it begins to be about my schizophrenia, because this is the point at which ) want to stop talking to you

stop talking to you and start simply manipulating you towards the and start simply manipulating you towards the correct path correct path ) mean, you can#) mean, you can#t reallyt really blame me because there are times when ) risk life and limb for

blame me because there are times when ) risk life and limb for this this Hell, belief itself is the hugest riskHell, belief itself is the hugest risk and that#s

and that#s what ) want to get across to you what ) want to get across to you ut ) mean, there are some really simple points ) can makeut ) mean, there are some really simple points ) can make about the largest arguments people would make

about the largest arguments people would make Girst one is that if e%ercise is re@uired to be Girst one is that if e%ercise is re@uired to be healthyhealthy and gain muscle, why don#

and gain muscle, why don#t animals do it! t animals do it! + + gorilla doesn#t do deadlifts gorilla doesn#t do deadlifts $econd is, why is $econd is, why is butteredbuttered popcorn bad for you but drinking milk and eating corn is

popcorn bad for you but drinking milk and eating corn is bad! bad! There are reasons for this, but they#reThere are reasons for this, but they#re aren#t ones that can be e%plained by

aren#t ones that can be e%plained by culture culture $o anyway$o anyway, ) hope to help you , ) hope to help you understand theunderstand the

fundamental truth that spiritual reality is a constant battle between effectual reality ;probability< and fundamental truth that spiritual reality is a constant battle between effectual reality ;probability< and actual reality ;determinism<

actual reality ;determinism< $piritual reality is really

$piritual reality is really, really simple , really simple )n fact, every single attempt to )n fact, every single attempt to define a &spiritualdefine a &spiritual reality' is ust a subconscious programming of sorts and will never do ustice to what it truly is reality' is ust a subconscious programming of sorts and will never do ustice to what it truly is 6od by =ohn 5ennon* 

6od by =ohn 5ennon* httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIm8lwG0O-whttpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIm8lwG0O-w

this video(song is more real than you may think because ) have a personal theory that the reason that this video(song is more real than you may think because ) have a personal theory that the reason that we ;collectively, not necessarily individually< are incapable of being in constant contact with the we ;collectively, not necessarily individually< are incapable of being in constant contact with the psychedelic(spiritual reality is that it is at a higher network than our brains want to consciously be psychedelic(spiritual reality is that it is at a higher network than our brains want to consciously be aware of, the implicit reason being

aware of, the implicit reason being ;naturally< with regards to the nature of ;naturally< with regards to the nature of yoga yoga These &higher'These &higher' planes are so because they are actually like open networks that connect all people to all other people, planes are so because they are actually like open networks that connect all people to all other people, and by entering them you do not ust enter your own mind but the recesses of other people#s, and that and by entering them you do not ust enter your own mind but the recesses of other people#s, and that

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there is therefore an actual

there is therefore an actual democratic network by which spirituality is constantly maintained bydemocratic network by which spirituality is constantly maintained by  +nd+nd this ) have perceived to be true myself personally

this ) have perceived to be true myself personally  y virtue of my health, ) have accrued greaty virtue of my health, ) have accrued great

spiritual dominance over my environment, but it is not parcel to myself only*it is the manifestation of spiritual dominance over my environment, but it is not parcel to myself only*it is the manifestation of every split-seconds of moments that people may have been feeling in themselves agreement to what ) every split-seconds of moments that people may have been feeling in themselves agreement to what ) believe must be instituted for reality

believe must be instituted for reality  +nd this occurs in +nd this occurs in constant real-time in the spiritual plainconstant real-time in the spiritual plain unbeknownst to most

unbeknownst to most people people $o, in $o, in that way that way )Pm kinda )Pm kinda like a like a &representative&representative' ' 0lus, ) 0lus, ) havehave e%perienced ;in an inebriated state< an actual continuance of non-personal thoughts which were e%perienced ;in an inebriated state< an actual continuance of non-personal thoughts which were constantly reshuffling between different sources

constantly reshuffling between different sources ) remember thinking at the time ) remember thinking at the time that &this must bethat &this must be what prayer actually is

what prayer actually is like, kinda like, kinda on the on the receiving end of receiving end of it anywayit anyway' ' and these and these incidents(contacts areincidents(contacts are governed by that which creates via the same channels what we would call &consensus reality'

governed by that which creates via the same channels what we would call &consensus reality' $ee, reality itself bears certain innate principals, but these are principals which cannot be $ee, reality itself bears certain innate principals, but these are principals which cannot be distinguished as being within the individual e%periencing them or the reality itself, because there is distinguished as being within the individual e%periencing them or the reality itself, because there is really no way to separate the two, ust as there is no way to put one person#s consciousness in another really no way to separate the two, ust as there is no way to put one person#s consciousness in another person#s body

person#s body  These @ualities are determined at the These @ualities are determined at the meta-physical level, the reality of which is almostmeta-physical level, the reality of which is almost impossible to prove e%cept through one#s own e%perience of

impossible to prove e%cept through one#s own e%perience of it it ut the reality of the situation of thisut the reality of the situation of this &supposed' spiritual reality is that millions of people have come into contact, some way or another, &supposed' spiritual reality is that millions of people have come into contact, some way or another, with the metaphysical realm

with the metaphysical realm Celigion is merely an attempt to Celigion is merely an attempt to create an aesthetic with meaningcreate an aesthetic with meaning attached in order to digest principals which are inherently undefinable with symbolism and different attached in order to digest principals which are inherently undefinable with symbolism and different moral perspectives on how one

moral perspectives on how one relates themselves to the universe relates themselves to the universe ut what it all ut what it all comes down to is comes down to is thethe intrinsic understanding of the universe and through what ends we can create and control reality in both intrinsic understanding of the universe and through what ends we can create and control reality in both the obvious sense which is material and the less obvious which is through our perceptions themselves the obvious sense which is material and the less obvious which is through our perceptions themselves shifting

shifting +nd this is +nd this is a process a process which sounds impossible, yet which sounds impossible, yet is constantly happening is constantly happening )f you )f you are acutelyare acutely aware, you can notice perhaps a different feeling ust being &in the air' from one year to another year aware, you can notice perhaps a different feeling ust being &in the air' from one year to another year +nd this could be environmental or it could be something that is a part of you, and either way it is a +nd this could be environmental or it could be something that is a part of you, and either way it is a constant stream

constant stream This is why ) This is why ) hate when people ask hate when people ask @uestions like &do you @uestions like &do you think the hallucinations arethink the hallucinations are real!'

real!' ) mean, to be ) mean, to be specific the auditory ones can specific the auditory ones can either be rooted in either be rooted in spiritualism ;sub-spiritualism

;sub-conscious(historical imprint ;a phenomena which is very well-known in astrology< or in the social conscious(historical imprint ;a phenomena which is very well-known in astrology< or in the social climate ) once remember while on 5$2 in a bathroom ) heard what seemed to be an incredible climate ) once remember while on 5$2 in a bathroom ) heard what seemed to be an incredible

cacophony of voices, thousands of them, all both in my head and in the group of people who had been cacophony of voices, thousands of them, all both in my head and in the group of people who had been at the social gathering ) was at all picking apart my thoughts into details that go beyond the normal at the social gathering ) was at all picking apart my thoughts into details that go beyond the normal perception of how acute time

perception of how acute time really can be really can be This was before ) This was before ) had actually developed schizophrenia byhad actually developed schizophrenia by several years

several years $o there is a $o there is a difference(barrier between that which is inner(outer but in difference(barrier between that which is inner(outer but in shamanism thisshamanism this boundary is constantly in flu%

boundary is constantly in flu% and dissolution and dissolution ) realize, in one ) realize, in one sense, that when ) sense, that when ) feel peoplefeel people

seemingly &in my brain' that they are not actually doing that, but in the more realistic sense, we have to seemingly &in my brain' that they are not actually doing that, but in the more realistic sense, we have to acknowledge the comple%ity of it which is a part of my brain and the circumstances they entail which acknowledge the comple%ity of it which is a part of my brain and the circumstances they entail which are also,

are also, all-too-entirely real all-too-entirely real )t doesn#t )t doesn#t matter one matter one iota whether it iota whether it is &actually' is &actually' happeningM happeningM ecause itecause it would be ust as much so, in and of itself by virtue of what processes are necessary to evaluate and would be ust as much so, in and of itself by virtue of what processes are necessary to evaluate and potentially change reality so ) flamboyantly say to all ye doubters that what ) e%perience is actually an potentially change reality so ) flamboyantly say to all ye doubters that what ) e%perience is actually an e%trapolation of what is real*that by e%panding into the narrative we can discover so much beyond e%trapolation of what is real*that by e%panding into the narrative we can discover so much beyond these dirty lenses

these dirty lenses ecause the reality is that there is so much more going on ecause the reality is that there is so much more going on beyond the veil of realitybeyond the veil of reality,, and by veil ) simply mean the constant play of reality which is

and by veil ) simply mean the constant play of reality which is POTENTIALPOTENTIAL versus that which is versus that which is ACTUAL

ACTUAL  $o ) want to point you $o ) want to point you to the most spiritual song ) knowto the most spiritual song ) knowfor >yselfNfor >yselfN 5anguage 7ity by :olf 0arade* 

5anguage 7ity by :olf 0arade* https://www.youtube.com/whttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=&i'x*+atch?v=&i'x*+!, !, ss

:hat ) see is not unknown to you

:hat ) see is not unknown to you :hat ) see is a concept, unknown to culture itself, manifesting as a:hat ) see is a concept, unknown to culture itself, manifesting as a continual and deeply personalized narrative between me as the individual maintaining ideas and you continual and deeply personalized narrative between me as the individual maintaining ideas and you the receptacle which is eternally shifting in subective nature and proclivity, for the end result of all the receptacle which is eternally shifting in subective nature and proclivity, for the end result of all loose ends coming unto one another, creating mutual understanding by my principals and what culture loose ends coming unto one another, creating mutual understanding by my principals and what culture

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can begin to accept as true

can begin to accept as true +nd so the hard thing is for +nd so the hard thing is for you to realize that your self-concepts areyou to realize that your self-concepts are ultimately self-des

ultimately self-destructive and vile tructive and vile $o you can look at $o you can look at my life, and what ) have done is my life, and what ) have done is atypical to allatypical to all e%pectations*i assure you

e%pectations*i assure you ) dropped out of ) dropped out of community college after less than half community college after less than half a semester,a semester, wasting thousands of my own hard-earned dollars on little more than a strong sense of some whim, wasting thousands of my own hard-earned dollars on little more than a strong sense of some whim, which is still ever-haunting to me

which is still ever-haunting to me ) moved to a state ) ) moved to a state ) had no family connections in, ust because )had no family connections in, ust because ) knew there was a

knew there was a culture revolving around music culture revolving around music ) was followed by ) was followed by the most strange phenomena, forthe most strange phenomena, for there were certain forces in the universe that seemed to revolve around me in the sense that ) was

there were certain forces in the universe that seemed to revolve around me in the sense that ) was continually trying to further my personal agenda which was no less than the complete unification of continually trying to further my personal agenda which was no less than the complete unification of human beings

human beings ) eventually stumbled upon the ) eventually stumbled upon the largest discovery perhaps of all largest discovery perhaps of all e%istence by doing, ofe%istence by doing, of all the damned things )

all the damned things ) could have been doing, playing could have been doing, playing an >>4C06 an >>4C06 ) know it seems ) know it seems irresponsible* irresponsible*  that was what ) aimed for, in my own way becausewhat we were losing, as ) see it in culture, is a that was what ) aimed for, in my own way becausewhat we were losing, as ) see it in culture, is a sense of ability to play

sense of ability to play, not complete, with one another , not complete, with one another ) was lucky in more ways that ) ) was lucky in more ways that ) can even begincan even begin to imagine and ) am reminded of a lyric from a song which has long haunted me called &+ll >y

to imagine and ) am reminded of a lyric from a song which has long haunted me called &+ll >y Griends' by 572 $oundsystem--') wouldn#t change one stupid decision for another O years of life' Griends' by 572 $oundsystem--') wouldn#t change one stupid decision for another O years of life' and ) tell you right now if it weren#t for every ounce of madness and genius ) mustered for myself, and ) tell you right now if it weren#t for every ounce of madness and genius ) mustered for myself, hopefully in relative e@ual doses to manage the forces that were pulling me deeper down a conceptual hopefully in relative e@ual doses to manage the forces that were pulling me deeper down a conceptual rabbit hole of my own creation to the general sense of e%pectations society leaves you with, ) would rabbit hole of my own creation to the general sense of e%pectations society leaves you with, ) would have potentially wound up suicidal or at the very least incapable of facing reality while maintaining my have potentially wound up suicidal or at the very least incapable of facing reality while maintaining my soul

soul i#ve already had every conversation i#ve needed to tell you what is needed to i#ve already had every conversation i#ve needed to tell you what is needed to be heard at everybe heard at every level i#ve encountered in society

level i#ve encountered in society  i#ve heard fascinating perspectives and every i#ve heard fascinating perspectives and every level of intelligencelevel of intelligence that will present itself to me

that will present itself to me in eso- and in eso- and e%o-terica e%o-terica +nd by you +nd by you ) mean the ) mean the collective consciousnesscollective consciousness it#s this strange thing really and

it#s this strange thing really and can be so conflicting can be so conflicting 88ou understand me, in my own uni@ueness, thatou understand me, in my own uni@ueness, that ) offer a sense of human-ness and deep empathetic understanding to the greater need for us all to

) offer a sense of human-ness and deep empathetic understanding to the greater need for us all to become one

become one ecause ) do feel in this strange, indescribable way, that ecause ) do feel in this strange, indescribable way, that the greatest path to happiness isthe greatest path to happiness is for us all to

for us all to unravel each other#s highest potential both unravel each other#s highest potential both individually and as the individually and as the human species human species ) have) have sacrificed literally everything ) can and though there is one force in the universe that is endlessly sacrificed literally everything ) can and though there is one force in the universe that is endlessly

hammering me with a burden of ;supposedly< moral e%pectations, and telling me endlessly that there is hammering me with a burden of ;supposedly< moral e%pectations, and telling me endlessly that there is no true success for me, that my beliefs are 1F delusional and wrong and that ) am actually totally no true success for me, that my beliefs are 1F delusional and wrong and that ) am actually totally alone in my feelings, that the only true path is the one laid out before me by society 2E$0)TE the alone in my feelings, that the only true path is the one laid out before me by society 2E$0)TE the endless failures inherent in society, there is behind me an entire, all-drowning force of 5ove which is endless failures inherent in society, there is behind me an entire, all-drowning force of 5ove which is insurmountable for it burdens the truth of all being and our whole e%istence being inherently connected insurmountable for it burdens the truth of all being and our whole e%istence being inherently connected ) would call that force 6od, and every day within me it grows stronger in me, and hopefully to the other ) would call that force 6od, and every day within me it grows stronger in me, and hopefully to the other people in the world who open themselves to the reality that there is an absolute

people in the world who open themselves to the reality that there is an absolute needneed for human for human connectedness above all systems of dogma and ignorance that drown out truth as it tries to emancipate connectedness above all systems of dogma and ignorance that drown out truth as it tries to emancipate us from the endless violence of this world, and that the true way towards this is not through the

us from the endless violence of this world, and that the true way towards this is not through the con@uering of one peoples over another but of furthering our ability to be receptive of other people#s con@uering of one peoples over another but of furthering our ability to be receptive of other people#s suffering and resolving the ur

suffering and resolving the urge embedded in all ge embedded in all things to find true things to find true peace peace ut despite all this, theut despite all this, the forces e%istent in society today are malignant and a continual source of danger to those of us who 24 forces e%istent in society today are malignant and a continual source of danger to those of us who 24 recognize love as the only legitimate reality

recognize love as the only legitimate reality 0eople are blind*there is no much going on in 0eople are blind*there is no much going on in thethe spiritual reality that it is almost impossible to draw real conclusions about anything and yet we are all spiritual reality that it is almost impossible to draw real conclusions about anything and yet we are all entranced by this network of life and society as we know it that the distraction we#ve made seems to be entranced by this network of life and society as we know it that the distraction we#ve made seems to be the only thing worth acknowledging

the only thing worth acknowledging +nd so the +nd so the creative force of humanity is creative force of humanity is drained out, streamlined,drained out, streamlined, consolidated, and sold to us worldwide in a convenient package which only serves the ego games we consolidated, and sold to us worldwide in a convenient package which only serves the ego games we put on one another like so many mountains and hazards in between us and what we strive for

put on one another like so many mountains and hazards in between us and what we strive for personally

personally )n )n other other words-- words--Hoinfodaman by 0rimus* 

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$othis is where things get scary

$othis is where things get scary 88es, spiritual reality is basically a tug-o-war between me and certaines, spiritual reality is basically a tug-o-war between me and certain forces which choose to remain ignorant ;at any social, moral, or economic cost< but the way it

forces which choose to remain ignorant ;at any social, moral, or economic cost< but the way it manifests is of endless psychological perturbations and dilemmas which are more comple% than manifests is of endless psychological perturbations and dilemmas which are more comple% than imagined by anyone#s initial perception of them

imagined by anyone#s initial perception of them )n a way)n a way, it#s like , it#s like sorting through the very eventide ofsorting through the very eventide of history, because as you look through the lens of what we define as specific instances of good and evil, history, because as you look through the lens of what we define as specific instances of good and evil, subectivities are abound

subectivities are abound along with along with split-second decisions ultimately defining split-second decisions ultimately defining historical instances historical instances )n)n truth, we should know that

truth, we should know that certain things should be kept certain things should be kept sacred sacred The way this manifests is some The way this manifests is some kindkind of a direct connection between reality and myself, and its comple%ity is tuned to the finest keytone of a direct connection between reality and myself, and its comple%ity is tuned to the finest keytone K

Koices react to every particle of my field of influence, and are constantly sorting through oices react to every particle of my field of influence, and are constantly sorting through data ordata or speaking in between my thoughts and about my thoughts )t is as though ) am constantly generating speaking in between my thoughts and about my thoughts )t is as though ) am constantly generating data to be processed ;this is ust prayer in essence< about the conundrum of having to fi% the natural data to be processed ;this is ust prayer in essence< about the conundrum of having to fi% the natural state of society into the ideal which ) have pre-supposed the necessity of

state of society into the ideal which ) have pre-supposed the necessity of )magine, if you could sit in a)magine, if you could sit in a circle of a group of people, all of them weighing the value(importance of your thoughts while you spin circle of a group of people, all of them weighing the value(importance of your thoughts while you spin whatever tale of persuasion and hope for the collective betterment, all the while certain spirits arise out whatever tale of persuasion and hope for the collective betterment, all the while certain spirits arise out of the patterns of things you see in the physical world and will either function as a part of your brain#s of the patterns of things you see in the physical world and will either function as a part of your brain#s thought process or offer

thought process or offer a reaction as a reaction as your thoughts come and go your thoughts come and go >y brain even >y brain even visualizes thesevisualizes these comple% thought(psychic phenomenas and subtlety imprints reality as ) go

comple% thought(psychic phenomenas and subtlety imprints reality as ) go through my daily life through my daily life )) even feel pranas(energetic connections

even feel pranas(energetic connections which e%ists without words which e%ists without words This occupies almost the This occupies almost the whole ofwhole of my life, and ) am particularly in awe of how much ado there is about the simple fact that ) am, in fact, my life, and ) am particularly in awe of how much ado there is about the simple fact that ) am, in fact, e%periencing sensory data that supports my positions on topics of health

e%periencing sensory data that supports my positions on topics of health + + lot of it is, in a sense,lot of it is, in a sense, playful and open-minded

playful and open-minded There is not a lack of empathy ;there used to There is not a lack of empathy ;there used to but ) fi%ed it with meds< butbut ) fi%ed it with meds< but there is definitely a lack

there is definitely a lack of communication which directly support my ideas of communication which directly support my ideas it#s it#s ust a constant flu%ust a constant flu% capacitor, of sorts, generating &boos' and &yays' depending on and constantly reactive to my spiritual capacitor, of sorts, generating &boos' and &yays' depending on and constantly reactive to my spiritual situation

situation Humanity has a Humanity has a cultureM cultureM )t ust doesn#t )t ust doesn#t e%ist in the e%ist in the present moment of present moment of the world because the world because wewe are ostracized by the

are ostracized by the very devices which elevated us very devices which elevated us to this platform of e%istence to this platform of e%istence The problem is,The problem is, though this may seem an

though this may seem an obscure idea, an endless attachment to obscure idea, an endless attachment to obectivity obectivity $ubectivity is somehow$ubectivity is somehow &lesser'

&lesser' This is utter This is utter fault, yet it fault, yet it seems almost ine%orable due seems almost ine%orable due to the to the current dogmas of current dogmas of science science EveryEvery one life form that e%ists holds the imprint within it for the rest of the universe*that#s

one life form that e%ists holds the imprint within it for the rest of the universe*that#s ust gravity ust gravity it#sit#s impossible for anything to have matter and not be attracted to other forms of matter

impossible for anything to have matter and not be attracted to other forms of matter  +nd for whatever+nd for whatever reason, we choose to believe that consciousness is not rooted in matter

reason, we choose to believe that consciousness is not rooted in matter ecause of ideas like this, it isecause of ideas like this, it is practically impossible for me to receive any sympathy for how important my ideas are in spite of many practically impossible for me to receive any sympathy for how important my ideas are in spite of many years of consistent empirical data

years of consistent empirical data 88et, it is consciousness that re@uires matter to have any baseet, it is consciousness that re@uires matter to have any base

impetus any type of motion has an initial input which is based is conscious action and choice*choice impetus any type of motion has an initial input which is based is conscious action and choice*choice being like a consistent pre-set or formula and action being the flow of energy passing through any being like a consistent pre-set or formula and action being the flow of energy passing through any given system

given system This is actually the base theorem which ) base my ideas of This is actually the base theorem which ) base my ideas of game theory around, which )game theory around, which ) will e%plain will e%plain httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIL>3tz5whbE httpsA((wwwyoutubecom(watch!vIL>3tz5whbE 2EKE540EC$M 5ol 2EKE540EC$M 5ol

it starts like this, and depending on your level of scrutiny

it starts like this, and depending on your level of scrutiny, this will wear off over time , this will wear off over time 5et me e%plain5et me e%plain  *your init

 *your initial consciial consciousness haousness has already fos already formulated a rrmulated a relay of hoelay of how it will e%ecuw it will e%ecute commandste commands, allocate, allocate energy

energy, adust measures of perceptions, maintain inner levels of , adust measures of perceptions, maintain inner levels of happiness(sadness, and so forth happiness(sadness, and so forth utut this formula is made in rather the same way water erodes rock, forming a path over use

this formula is made in rather the same way water erodes rock, forming a path over use and time and time )n)n other words, through

other words, through the means the means of the of the unconscious unconscious Gor me, Gor me, things have things have completely changed completely changed $ee, )$ee, ) am working with the primary principal in place of energy conservation

am working with the primary principal in place of energy conservation ::e are taught an absurd notione are taught an absurd notion that we must use our energy for

that we must use our energy for the pure sake of &burning calories' the pure sake of &burning calories' that is the primary fallacy here,that is the primary fallacy here, and what it is is a disconnection from the real alchemy of consciousness and how we can deliberately and what it is is a disconnection from the real alchemy of consciousness and how we can deliberately mere the unconscious with our immediate awareness*a truly insurmountable task to some who are mere the unconscious with our immediate awareness*a truly insurmountable task to some who are

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completely awash in cultural tropes and its

completely awash in cultural tropes and its gross programming gross programming )n fact, this is the )n fact, this is the greatest problem ingreatest problem in culture because what a calorie

culture because what a calorie actuallyactually is is e%actly like a conceptual philosopher#s stone ;so long as is is e%actly like a conceptual philosopher#s stone ;so long as you are the one who governs you, which may not be the case because oftentimes the body knows you are the one who governs you, which may not be the case because oftentimes the body knows better<

better< ut the alchemy ) am speaking of is that which occurs deeply within the psyche ut the alchemy ) am speaking of is that which occurs deeply within the psyche and the long-and the long-term processes of the body

term processes of the body as it gradually re-learns how to as it gradually re-learns how to heal and maintain itself heal and maintain itself $o, on the $o, on the video* video*  essentially this is how my e%perience has changed as )Pve grown out of using words to think over time essentially this is how my e%perience has changed as )Pve grown out of using words to think over time )t is constantly asking me &how much energy is e%pected to be used' and will calculate based on both )t is constantly asking me &how much energy is e%pected to be used' and will calculate based on both what ) believe and what is known(avoidable

what ) believe and what is known(avoidable $o there is a base input ) $o there is a base input ) receive from what ) eat, and youreceive from what ) eat, and you subtract from that any putrification occurring, ;see my storage of health guide to know what i#m talking subtract from that any putrification occurring, ;see my storage of health guide to know what i#m talking about here< and then it may ask me how much rest ) e%pect to get and then whatever is left over ;)E about here< and then it may ask me how much rest ) e%pect to get and then whatever is left over ;)E &profit'< gets used by the body as either inner bliss(satisfaction or as engrossment(attention span if ) am &profit'< gets used by the body as either inner bliss(satisfaction or as engrossment(attention span if ) am choosing to watch or

choosing to watch or enoy some digital entertainment enoy some digital entertainment )t is literally impossible to not think )t is literally impossible to not think aboutabout e%pectations ;which then draft my future body#s ability to heal, follow commands, etc< because it e%pectations ;which then draft my future body#s ability to heal, follow commands, etc< because it knows that there is an actual conscious process of delegating energy, and in order to re-learn this you knows that there is an actual conscious process of delegating energy, and in order to re-learn this you have to completely disambiguate your conscious processes so that inner unknowns become knowns have to completely disambiguate your conscious processes so that inner unknowns become knowns y developing this using the systems in my immortality theory(health guide, you can grow endlessly y developing this using the systems in my immortality theory(health guide, you can grow endlessly more capable of increasing your @uality of life ;inner resource profit< and then you can learn to leave more capable of increasing your @uality of life ;inner resource profit< and then you can learn to leave the space of making conscious decisions and ust focus on the present moment and it#

the space of making conscious decisions and ust focus on the present moment and it#s enoyment s enoyment ThisThis is, in fact, the greatest truth to what people ask as being the &meaning' of life ;whatever that means, is, in fact, the greatest truth to what people ask as being the &meaning' of life ;whatever that means, aye!<

aye!< it#s it#s about higher profitsM about higher profitsM +nd why not! +nd why not! Everything has its own Everything has its own kind of kind of inherent &high' to inherent &high' to it noit no matter how &pure' of a person you consider yourself to be

matter how &pure' of a person you consider yourself to be 4ften you ust do things to relieve the4ften you ust do things to relieve the an%iety of cultural norms(morality ;think like nuns whipping themselves for their &sins'< and that#s part an%iety of cultural norms(morality ;think like nuns whipping themselves for their &sins'< and that#s part of the thing which is in essence game theory of

of the thing which is in essence game theory of the consciousness the consciousness 88ou can imagine, for instance, thereou can imagine, for instance, there is a & point' which is a state of being totally without stress ;which includes anabolic stress, which is is a & point' which is a state of being totally without stress ;which includes anabolic stress, which is essentially like being in a &L hole' or a very deep dream state where you do not have any sensory essentially like being in a &L hole' or a very deep dream state where you do not have any sensory input< which is the norm for your consciousness and from which you deviate from as need arises to do input< which is the norm for your consciousness and from which you deviate from as need arises to do things like re-calibrating your inner engine#s e%pectation set, a burst of adrenaline if you say miss a bus things like re-calibrating your inner engine#s e%pectation set, a burst of adrenaline if you say miss a bus and chase after it, or

and chase after it, or if you#re merely contemplating changing your morals(life course(etc if you#re merely contemplating changing your morals(life course(etc This zeroThis zero point has a set limit and if you are constantly e%ceeding it, it will move on its own ;thus either

point has a set limit and if you are constantly e%ceeding it, it will move on its own ;thus either decreasing or increasing your energy

decreasing or increasing your energy surplus< to calibrate to realitysurplus< to calibrate to reality  This point is an This point is an e@uilibriume@uilibrium whereby potential energy and kinetic energy are e@ual, as they can be imagined within the processor whereby potential energy and kinetic energy are e@ual, as they can be imagined within the processor core of the self

core of the self ecause the inner body has to have ecause the inner body has to have a sense of balance, there is really no way toa sense of balance, there is really no way to accurately predict what is going to happen in every moment

accurately predict what is going to happen in every moment $o, you can also look at is $o, you can also look at is being likebeing like congress with certain people being conservative and others liberal, e%cept we#re talking about different congress with certain people being conservative and others liberal, e%cept we#re talking about different neurons in the brain instead of politicians which e%ist to keep energy efficient and balanced for reality neurons in the brain instead of politicians which e%ist to keep energy efficient and balanced for reality =ust as in politics, there are actually infinitely many complications in this, which is why a lot of people =ust as in politics, there are actually infinitely many complications in this, which is why a lot of people find it impossible to meditate or do nothing because their bodies are so highly calibrated to stressful find it impossible to meditate or do nothing because their bodies are so highly calibrated to stressful environments

environments it#s it#s not that not that your body your body is wrong*it#s is wrong*it#s ust unsuited ust unsuited ) find ) find that the that the gamegame

theory(evolution of personal consciousness through channeled intentions and e%pectations to be very theory(evolution of personal consciousness through channeled intentions and e%pectations to be very much alike to being an air traffic controller

much alike to being an air traffic controller  ut it#s almost @uite simple--any amount of will you putut it#s almost @uite simple--any amount of will you put into improving yourself is going to have a reward

into improving yourself is going to have a reward it#s it#s only so comple% for most people in realityonly so comple% for most people in reality because all of them are busy following half-truths that are so uncertain science for them changes by the because all of them are busy following half-truths that are so uncertain science for them changes by the yearM

yearM

There are tons of ways to increase one#s profit like optimizing your food sources, taking There are tons of ways to increase one#s profit like optimizing your food sources, taking medications, reducing necessary movement or strain, reducing inner stress which may be

medications, reducing necessary movement or strain, reducing inner stress which may be philosophical(s

philosophical(social(etc, and even fle%ing all your ocial(etc, and even fle%ing all your different body parts different body parts )n fact, it is )n fact, it is through this systemthrough this system of your e%pectations and allocations that you develop the use of even the most base sensations of the of your e%pectations and allocations that you develop the use of even the most base sensations of the self and grow personally competent at

self and grow personally competent at any given task any given task it#s it#s important to recognize that there is important to recognize that there is really notreally not way to &try' harder to be healthy

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