CHAPTER 3 – RETRAINING THE MIND
1. WHO ARE GOD’S TEACHERS?
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A teacher of God is anyone who chooses to be one. His qualifications consist solely in this; somehow, somewhere he has made a deliberate choice in which he did not see his interests as apart from someone else's. Once he has done that his road is established and his direction is sure. A light has entered the darkness. It may be a single light, but that is enough. He has entered an agreement with God, even if he does not yet believe in Him. He has become a bringer of salvation. He has become a teacher of God.
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Urtext – Workbook for Students
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40. “I am blessed as a Son of God.”
Today we will begin to insert some of the happy things to which you are entitled, being what you are. No long practice periods are required today, but very frequent short ones are necessary. Once every ten minutes would be highly desirable, and you are urged to attempt this and to adhere to this schedule whenever possible. If you forget, try again. If there are long interruptions, try again. Whenever you remember, try again.
You need not close your eyes for the exercise periods, although you will probably find it more helpful if you do. However, you may be in a number of situations during the day when closing your eyes would not be appropriate. Do not miss a practice period because of this. You can practice quite well under almost any circumstance, if you really want to.
Today’s exercises take little time and no effort. Repeat today’s idea, and then add several of the attributes which you associate with being a Son of God, applying them to yourself. One practice period might, for example, consist of the following:
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“I am blessed as a Son of God. I am happy, peaceful, loving and contented.”
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Another might be something as follows:
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“I am blessed as a Son of God. I am calm, quiet, assured and confident.”
If only a brief period is available, merely telling yourself that you are blessed as a Son of God will do.
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Day 41
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You started well (in your attempt to pray with me for Bill), but ended badly. This is because you had already made a number of earlier errors. You were wrong to be pleased with Bill Fried’s criticism of Rose, and should not have enjoyed Bill Fried’s description of Zanvil’s caricaturing of her. You could have laughed WITH Bill, but NOT AT Rose. Real courtesy NEVER does this. You should know that all God’s children are fully worthy of COMPLETE courtesy. You should NEVER join with one at the EXPENSE of another.
When you called Bill about joining you, (Gene, and Anne) at lunch, YOU should have waited to ask ME. In fact, you should not even have told Anne that you would call. Then you could have asked him [Bill] FIRST if HE would want to come, and called ANNE back. It is true that it was better that he came, but this has nothing to do with the real issue. There are ways of treating others in which ONLY consistent courtesy, even in very little things, is offered. This is a VERY HEALING habit to acquire.
Bill’s answer (to your call) was a clear statement of his own sadly conflicted state. He said, “I don’t want to join you, but that’s ungracious, so I’ll go.” Whenever ANY invitation to join others in a gracious way is offered, it should ALWAYS be met with respect, although it need not always be accepted. However, if it is MET ungraciously the resulting feeling may well be one of coercion. This is ALWAYS a split-will reaction.
Bill did not solve this by ACTING graciously. The lunch need not have entailed either mental or physical strain for him, and no “need to escape” should have arisen. This was a regression of the unprofitable kind. (Bill will continue to experience this need from time to time,
until he is willing to realize that there is nothing he needs or wants to escape from.)
It is very hard to get out of the chain of miscreation which can arise out of even the simplest mis-thought. To borrow one of your own phrases, “This kind of human tragedy is far easier to avert than to undo.”
You must both learn not to let this kind of chain reaction START. You will NOT be able to control it once it has started, because everything and everyone will be pulled into the mis-
projection, and misinterpreted accordingly. NOTHING is lovely to the unloving. This is because they are CREATING ugliness.
You, Helen, were definitely not acting right-mindedly by writing these notes right in front of Jonathan. (Note that you wrote (his name as) “Jonathan” this time, although previously (in
these same notes) you referred to him as “Louis,” INTENTIONALLY using his real name.
Actually, of course, it does not matter what you call him, but NOTE that you FELT FREE at that time to CHOOSE the name YOU preferred to use. This time, you were FORCED to call him “Jonathan” because you were ATTACKING him when you took the notes in front of him, and now you are falling back on the magical device of “protecting his name.”
(I had been considering calling Bill rather ambivalently, and just got up to do so, but remembered to ask. The answer was to call him at 8:30. It would be better if HE called, but he may decide not to. (If he does not) You should try to get through, and if he has decided NOT to be there, just leave a message that it is not important. This is still a kindly gesture (and the
message should be put in a gentle way). (Bill did call Helen.))
Now (without going into further elaboration, and we could devote many hours to this, let’s)
consider all the time that we had to waste today. AND all the notes that could have been devoted to a better purpose (than undoing the waste, and thus creating further waste). There IS a better
purpose use for time, too. I would like to spend some time on corrections of past notes, as an
important step BEFORE reviewing (them). A major point of clarification is necessary in connection with the phrase “replacing hatred (or fear) with love.”
(No, Helen, do NOT check this against what the prayer that Bill very kindly typed (for you) on the card. That WAS a gracious offering (on his part), and YOU also accepted it with grace (at
the time.) Why (should you deprive yourself of the value of the offering by referring this)
corrections first to HIM?)
(These notes did not continue at this time, due to the obvious fact that Helen was still clearly not in her right mind. However, Bill later suggested that “correct” or “correct for” should be used instead of “replace.” At the time, he was quite sure about this, and he was perfectly right. The reason why it was essential that HE make this correction was that the word “replace” was his choice originally, and reflected a temporary misunderstanding of his own. It was, however, both courteous and necessary that he change this himself, both as a sign of his own better understanding, and of an avoidance of correction by someone else, which would have been discourteous.)
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Urtext – Manual for Teachers (Who Are God’s Teachers? continued)
They come from all over the world. They come from all religions and from no religion. They are the ones who have answered. The Call is universal. It goes on all the time everywhere. It calls for teachers to speak for it and redeem the world. Many hear it but few will answer. But it is all a matter of time. Everyone will answer in the end, but the end can be a long, long way off. It is because of this that the plan of the teachers was established. Their function is to save time. Each one begins as a single light, but with the Call at its center it is a light that cannot be limited. And each one saves a thousand years of time as the world judges it. To the Call itself time has no meaning.
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Urtext – Workbook for Students
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41. “God goes with me wherever I go.”
Today’s idea will eventually overcome completely the sense of loneliness and abandonment which all the separated ones experience. Depression is an inevitable consequence of separation. So are anxiety, worry, a deep sense of helplessness, misery, suffering and intense fear of loss. The separated ones have invented many “cures” for what they believe to be “the ills of the world.” But the one thing they do not do is to question the reality of the problem. Yet its effects cannot be cured because it is not real.
The idea for today has the power to end all this foolishness forever. And foolishness it is, despite the serious and tragic forms it may take. Deep within you is everything that is perfect, ready to radiate through you and out into the whole world. It will cure all sorrow and pain and fear and loss because it will heal the mind that thought these things were real, and suffered out of its allegiance to these beliefs.
You can never be deprived of your perfect holiness because its Source goes with you wherever you go. You can never suffer because the Source of all joy goes with you wherever you go. You can never be alone because the Source of all life goes with you wherever you go.
Nothing can destroy your peace of mind because God goes with you wherever you go.
We understand that you do not believe all this. How could you, when the truth is hidden deep within, under a heavy cloud of insane thoughts, dense and obscuring, yet representing all you see? Today we will make our first real attempt to get past this dark and heavy cloud, and to go through it to the light beyond.
There will be only one long practice period today. In the morning, as soon as you get up if possible, sit quietly for some three to five minutes with your eyes closed. At the beginning of a practice period, repeat today’s idea very slowly. Then make no effort to think of anything. Try,
instead, to get a sense of turning inward, past all the idle thoughts of the world. Try to enter very deeply into your own mind, keeping it clear of any thoughts that might divert your attention.
From time to time, you may repeat today’s idea, if you find it helpful. But most of all, try to sink down and inward, away from the world and all the foolish thoughts of the world. You are trying to reach past all these things. You are trying to leave appearances and approach reality.
It is quite possible to reach God. In fact it is very easy, because it is the most natural thing in the world. You might even say it is the only natural thing in the world. The way will open if you believe that it is possible. This exercise can bring very startling results even the first time it is attempted. And sooner or later it is always successful. We will go into more detail in
connection with this kind of practice as we go along. But it will never fail completely, and instant success is possible.
Throughout the day use today’s idea often, repeating it very slowly, and preferably with eyes closed. Think of what you are saying; what the words mean. Concentrate on the holiness which they imply about you; on the unfailing companionship which is yours; on the complete protection that surrounds you.
You can indeed afford to laugh at fear thoughts, remembering that God goes with you wherever you go.
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Day 42