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I KNOW IT ALL ___ Yes ___ No

In document Ascension Workbook I (Page 133-145)

THOUGHT-FORM ANALYSIS Anu and Red Based Beliefs

I KNOW IT ALL ___ Yes ___ No

___Sometimes

I do not believe that I know much within. Therefore I search outside of myself to learn. I go to school to find the truth; I read the news and many books. Often I lose my spiritual information and am programmed by others.

I intend to become my own teacher within. I intend to open to my inner knowing and follow it. I intend to cease to allow myself to be

programmed by others, or to lose my spiritual knowledge unto others. I intend to release all ancestral karma for programming or the loss of spiritual knowledge.

I PREACH ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I believe that I have the truth that others should listen to.

Perhaps I am an author of a well-known book that offers inspiration and information for improving one’s life. Through my fame I strip the masses of their spiritual knowledge.

I STUDY

___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I have read every self-help book that has been written. I have done all they have suggested and still I have not improved. I comb the bookstores searching for the one that will “change my life”. I lose my information to the authors.

I intend to find my own truth within.

I intend to open to my holographic knowing. If I choose to share of my knowing with others, I intend that each open to their own truth within.

I intend to release all karma for the dance of guru and follower in my ancestry.

I KNOW IT ALL ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I believe that I know much more than most. As a matter of fact, I know so much that I know it all.

In knowing it all, I cannot evolve, as I do not believe that there is anything to learn. I strip my following of their spiritual knowledge.

I DO NOT KNOW ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I have lost my knowledge and truth to many gurus in this life.

Perhaps at another time in my ancestry, my lineages held great spiritual knowledge. I have lost this knowledge and now believe that I do not know.

I intend to open to my holographic knowing. I intend to transcend the dance of arrogance in this lifetime and each ancestral lifetime that has participated in the game of guru-devotee. I intend to return all knowledge that is not my own and retrieve whatever knowledge is my own. I intend to ascend into my own truth.

I AM EVERYTHING ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes The world revolves around me.

Everyone believes that I am the

“chosen one’. If I doubted this in the beginning, the fact that so many believe this to be so has convinced me that it is true.

I AM NOTHING ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I am unworthy of even washing the feet or clothes of my guru. I take on his darkness and he/she rejects me and I reject myself. In India, I am untouchable.

I intend equality in the dance of life.

I intend to honor the God Goddess that I am within, and the God Goddess within each other human and other species. I intend to take the gurus off their pedestals, and if I am a guru, to take myself off my own pedestal. I intend to honor in the dance of life.

Anu: I ANALYZE I have a very strong mental body and am capable of analyzing my way through any circumstance. I ask lots of questions and if the answers do not make sense, I discard them without looking within.

I VISION ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I have a strong intuitive and emotional body and tend to feel my way through life. Often I am not understood and am

perceived as irrational and emotional. Often I do receive a picture that is important.

Sometimes I am a psychic or visionary.

I intend balance between mental and intuitive capabilities. I intend equal proportions of all subtle bodies, mental, emotional, intuitive and creative. I intend to open to my clairvoyant information and inner world. I intend to perceive clearly the next steps upon my ascension path. I intend to release all karma for how visionary or mental information was lost in my ancestry.

I COMPARTMENTALIZE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes It is easiest for me to understand as I categorize and

compartmentalize information into certain bandwidths of knowledge. In so doing, the knowledge loses its wholeness categorized information. I am gifted at seeing the larger picture but sometimes fail to see the details. The missing details cause me to trip up in my life dance.

I intend a restoration of holographic energy flow and information in my life.

I intend to cease to shatter or compartmentalize information. I intend to see both the whole picture and the sum of the parts. I intend to release my karma for how holographic energy flow and information was lost in my ancestry.

I TRUST ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I tend to take experiences and others at face value and trust that they are what they present. I have a hard time seeing underneath and into the I have always been open to the unconscious. As such, I have always seen the undercurrent of manipulations that occur between humans. This causes me to distrust most I know.

I intend to open fully to my inner world and holographic knowing. I intend to cease to blindly trust anyone and look into the unconscious for the dance occurring therein; as it is only as I perceive the unconscious accurately that I can cease to participate in the game. I intend to release all karma in my ancestry for blind trust.

I AM CONFUSED ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I have difficulty gaining clarity over the patterns I perceive within or within others. Others project upon me to cause me to be confused, as they do not wish for me to know the truth.

I PERCEIVE CLEARLY ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I can clearly perceive the patterns that occur within others and myself. I can easily language these occurrences into words, and then create intentions to assist in my own transcendence or the

transcendence of others

I intend clarity in the dance of life. I intend to cease to participate in the dance of projection, distortion and veils of illusion that prevail in the human unconscious. I intend to lift all veils and perceive clearly down to the truth. I intend to release all karma for manipulation through projection along with the use of veils of illusion in my ancestry.

Anu: I ANALYZE I tend to easily fracture and fragment in the dance of life. I may work in an environment that is heavily electrical, or live in the density of the city. I may be failing to focus upon the goal of ascension in this lifetime.

I MOVE TOWARDS WHOLENESS ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I have felt the underlying desire to evolve my entire life. Each experience in life has triggered a momentum towards the goal of ascension. I know in my heart it is time for my ancestry to evolve.

I intend to ascend in this life. I intend to give up preoccupations that do not support ascension and cause me to fracture. I intend wholeness and completion to the degree that I can accomplish in this life. I intend to release all karma for how ascension became distorted in my ancestry. I intend to release all ancestral karma for falls in consciousness.

I AM INSENSITIVE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I do not feel much. I engage in activities that numb the field such as drinking excessively or

watching too much television and movies. I do not feel the pain that the etheric body is in until it is too late and I am diseased.

I AM SENSITIVE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes

I am sensitive. I feel everything.

I am so sensitive I feel the pain of others along with their emotional disturbances and difficulties. My sensitivity level makes it hard to exist in the current world.

I intend to cease to participate in those activities that numb the field. I intend to create boundaries so that I cease to take on the emotions or difficulties of others. I intend to evolve to an increasingly sovereign field and energy flow that supports my goal of ascension and evolution home.

I release my ancestral karma for addiction.

I SEEK GUIDANCE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes

I do not believe that I can perceive the dance clearly enough for myself. I go from psychic to psychic to understand. Each that I see strips me of my visionary information so that I cannot perceive the truth for myself.

I GUIDE OTHERS ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I am a gifted visionary and see into the unconscious of others.

Many seek me out for guidance and counseling as a result. In the unconscious, I tend to strip others of their visionary knowledge so that they become dependent upon me to see.

I intend to open to my own inner knowing and clairvoyant abilities. I intend to retrieve all visionary

information that is my own and return that which is not. If I counsel, I intend to anchor the Earth to speak through what another needs to know to evolve.

I intend to release all karma in my ancestry for visionary manipulations.

I WANT TO KNOW ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I want to know and understand the inner workings of my being, but I do not believe that I am capable enough to discern. So I seek counseling and guidance from others to better perceive my own dilemma.

I KNOW TOO MUCH ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I have seen into the

unconscious from the time I was young. I see things about others that I do not even desire to know. Often I am sought after as a counselor or guide for those seeking understanding or opening to ascension.

I intend to retrieve my inner knowing.

I intend to open to understanding myself from within. I intend

boundaries with others so that I do not always perceive their unconscious patterning. I intend to only perceive into the unconscious of another if there is a valid mirror for my own continued evolution.

Anu: I ANALYZE this is more comfortable as it is what I know. I fear the

unknown of what the change might cause after it is fulfilled upon.

I CHANGE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I allow change into my life dance. I enjoy the change so much that I may have made many moves or had many different lives in my life to date.

I also use change to avoid what I do not desire to really look at or understand.

I intend to release the past and allow the necessary change that ascension entails to be fulfilled upon in the physical. I intend to cease to run away from that which I require

understanding or transmuting in my evolution. I intend the fulfillment of completion with each who I have known in this lifetime and between our ancestries.

I AM STUCK ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I find that the nature of life is repetitive. Much like a merry-go-round, I move but get nowhere. I create the same type of job, same type of relationship and same problems with others again and again.

I AM FLUID ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I allow myself to flow through my life. I find that there have been many changes. One may even think of me as a allow completion with the past. I intend to cease to be manipulated by the past or others gifted at putting me in the past. I intend to pull my field into present time and live life from the moment. I intend to release all

ancestral karma for being stuck and unable to change, or using change to elude others.

I AM ANXIOUS ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes

I am filled with nervous tension.

This causes me to be very busy in my life dance. It is hard for me to sit still and meditate. It is easier for me to walk and meditate as a result. I tend to hold a lot of electricity in my field.

I AM AT PEACE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I find my peace within. It is easy to sit and meditate and come to a place of inner balance. The stresses of the daily life melt away as I focus inward and breathe. I find it easier to discern my next steps from a state of balance within.

I intend to balance the inner and outer realities of my day-to-day life. I intend to cease to take on electrical flow of others at home and at work. I intend to set boundaries so that I can retain my center throughout the day. I intend to release the karma in my ancestry for how electrical and magnetic became intertwined. I intend to ascend into magnetic biology.

I AM STRUCTURED ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes To me, everything has a place.

My closets are neatly organized, as is the work upon my

computer, along with my life. I find it hard to exist in chaos or the unknown.

I AM UNSTRUCTURED ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I am more comfortable in a messy home, as I dislike too much structure. I find structure confining. I am comfortable with chaos and the unknown.

I intend to open to holographic energy flow where everything has a place within the whole. I intend to release karma for how my ancestry shattered holographic movement and

compartmentalized human

information. I intend to flow with the moments of feeling uncertain in the changes ascension brings forth.

Anu: I TRUST

entertaining. My life would not be enjoyable without my friends.

I enjoy parties and socializing.

I DO NOT RELATE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes

I do not care for the company of others. In social circumstances, I tend to say little and watch. In the watching, I perceive down to the unconscious games between players.

I intend unity in the dance of life. I intend to release the patterns that cause unconscious harm to others. I intend to create ascending friendships and partnerships that allow for a common understanding of the human unconscious. I intend to release karma in my ancestry for unconscious harm.

I EXPAND ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I am exuberant and joyful and sometimes full of myself. I feel as though I can accomplish anything I focus upon. I am happy in the I feel depressed and uncertain.

I no longer feel as though I am capable of accomplishing much.

I feel rejected and unloved. I give chi to others.

I intend ongoing expansion of field due to ascension. I intend to cease to falsely expand by taking the chi of others or contract by giving chi away.

I intend balanced giving and receiving in the dance of life. I intend to release all karma for the manipulation of chi in my ancestry.

I BELIEVE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes

I accept the truth of what another shares at face value without looking at the patterning underneath. I find the truth I accept reflected all around me, which must mean that it is so.

I DISBELIEVE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I am a skeptic and I question everything. I do not embrace anything or anyone just because it looks acceptable upon the surface. I look into the unconscious to see the underlying game.

I intend to perceive into the

unconscious clearly. I intend to lift beyond all belief systems and into a magnetic truth. I intend to push beyond all veils of illusion. I intend to look at all patterning within and cease to lie to myself about where I am at in my ascension. I intend to release all ancestral karma for how veils of illusion pervaded the human field.

I AM RIGHT ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I know that I am right and others are wrong. Those that are wrong I accuse of wrongdoing. Perhaps I am an attorney or law official or judge. I know I am right as I stand in the law and others who break the law are wrong. wrongdoing that I have not perpetrated. In any case, I feel victim to my circumstance.

I intend true spiritual law in the dance of life. I intend to make true spiritual law my law for life. I intend that only karma affect my existence. I intend to release all karma that would cause me a difficult life circumstance. I intend to perceive the larger picture of karma and human history behind the dance and transcend the belief in right and wrong. I intend to release karma in my ancestry for falling into right, wrong and victim thought-form.

Anu: I TRUST I believe in honoring others for their gifts and talents and

purpose. I sometimes exaggerate my perceptions to make others feel accepted and loved. I tend not to look at the darkness in others.

I DISHONOR ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I have no problem dishonoring others. If others irritate me I feel justified to express my irritation. I perceive others as less than myself and as something to be used.

I intend to honor all others in the dance of life. I intend to transcend false honor along with dishonor. I intend to honor nature and the Earth.

I intend to release all karma for the dishonor of others or Earth or nature in my ancestry.

I EXAGGERATE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I bend the truth when I am

unwilling to see the truth for what it is, or if I perceive that others would not like to see the truth as it is. In bending the truth, I exaggerate one polarity over another in perception to make myself and others happy. them something they do not wish to hear.

I intend honest communication. I intend only to speak what others are ready to hear. I intend that if others are not ready to hear my unconscious perceptions of them, I speak the truth to their soul and body spirit. I intend to release all karma in my ancestry for dishonest communication and

seduction.

I TELL THE TRUTH ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I always tell the truth. I believe that telling the truth is next to godliness and cleanliness. I do not steal and I do not lie. People there is no consequence to speaking the truth, I tend to lie or make up stories. Those that are sensitive sense that I am not speaking the truth and do not trust me.

I intend honest communication and truth in the dance of life. I intend to cease to lie to others or myself. I intend to lift all veils and perceive down to the truth of the unconscious dance between others. I intend that if others are not ready to hear my unconscious perceptions, that I speak the truth to their soul and body spirit.

I intend to release personality entities that like to lie or exaggerate the truth.

I OVERVALUE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I tend to over value all others along with myself in the dance of life. I like to tip more than the service warrants. I tend to honor others when perhaps their behavior or patterns do not warrant being honored.

I UNDERVALUE ___ Yes ___ No ___Sometimes I tend to undervalue others. I tend to not fully value the accomplishments or

contributions of others. In a restaurant, I tend to tip less than the service warrants.

I intend honor in the dance of life. I intend balanced giving and receiving.

I intend to value any contribution for what it has provided unto the whole. I intend to cease to put others on pedestals thinking that they have contributed more than they have. I intend equality in the dance of life. I intend to release all karma for non-equality in my ancestry.

Anu: I TRUST I like to tease others about those patterns I find humorous in them. The teasing tends to allow them to laugh at

themselves without feeling point of causing them to feel degraded. I tend to perceive the dark side of others and find

themselves without feeling point of causing them to feel degraded. I tend to perceive the dark side of others and find

In document Ascension Workbook I (Page 133-145)