"Sunny-ah, can I-I get Tiffany's address?" It had been a month and Taeyeon finally had the courage to formally talk and apologize to Tiffany. She wanted to be at least friends with her.
The two girls were in the break room.
"Um.... wait actually you just reminded me of the party, um..it seemed so weird to me. I don't know what happened with you and Tiffany... um hope you don't mind me asking and since you're asking her address, can you tell me why?"
Taeyeon had thought about it and she was right, Sunny would be asking her questions.
"Actually something happened in the past and it wasn't really good. I'm sorry I can't tell you everything but if you really want to know you can ask Tiffany."
Taeyeon explained; leaving what exactly happened, she wasn't afraid anymore to reveal who she really was but she respected Tiffany's privacy.
"And I'm asking for her address because I want to formally apologize to her, I-I think I've caused her too much pain." She added
Sunny was speechless, instead of having a clear mind, she even had more questions.
"Sunny?" Taeyeon called
"O-oh, sorry. Ok Tiffany's address is 09 sone ave. Apt. 27"
"Thank you Sunny-ah" Taeyeon sincerely thanked the younger girl.
"Um you're welcome.. and I hope you solve whatever problem you have with her"
Sunny answered. "Um one last question...sorry" added. "Does your problem with her involve a guy?"
"Uh no it's not like that. Sorry Sunny-ah as much as I wanna tell you I can't
because I think it's Tiffany's right to do so." Taeyeon knew that Sunny was clueless about Tiffany's past; telling her that she had a relationship with Tiffany might shock her so chose not tell her.
"Ok. Sorry for prying. Aish you two are mysterious" Sunny joked.
Taeyeon just smiled a little in response.
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"Hon you take care, ok? I'll be back in a week."
The couple were in Tiffany's apartment. Kevin had to leave for L.A because his father summoned him to.
"Take care"
"Ok I will. You too take care."
Kevin waved at Tiffany as the taxi drove away.
"Um, what to do now? He is gone for a week." She mumbled as she closed her door to her apartment. She was about to sit down and turn on the television when her doorbell rang. She thought that her boyfriend had forgotten something and came back.
She opened the door without looking.
"You left something?" Tiffany looked up only to see a bowing Taeyeon.
"Um Good evening, I-I'm sorry to bother you but, can we talk?" Taeyeon said.
"Ok. Come in" Tiffany let Taeyeon enter her apartment.
It was silent for a while but Tiffany finally spoke. "What is it you wanna talk about?" She was very surprised with Taeyeon's visit.
"Actually, a lot. But most of all, I formally wanna apologize. What I did to you back then was cruel." Taeyeon had her head down as she spoke. She also came because she wanted to see Tiffany. Even though two years had passed, she still loved the younger girl so much
"I told you, I've forgiven you." Tiffany said calmly. "But...why?" She added, she couldn't help but remember what Taeyeon had done to her and she wondered why.
She didn't want to tell Taeyeon that she was still hurt and she still loved her. She loved her boyfriend too but that was because he was always there for her.
"I-i don't know" she lied, she didn't want to explain anymore since there was no use that Tiffany had already moved on and had a happy life.
"Ah, I guess I did something wrong, maybe I wasn't really good enough." Tiffany smiled bitterly. She didn't like Taeyeon's answer. Her emotions suddenly came surging.
"No, it's not like that.."
"Then what? That's what you said to me when I caught you. So similar." She frowned.
Taeyeon couldn't control her emotions and tears found their way again to her cheeks.
"A-after your father talked to me... I-I thought about what he said and thought he was right... he talked to me about giving you a good life... I was determined to prove him wrong...but when he said about giving you kids...that's when I quivered.
I thought about it again and decided you better be off with a man...who can give you perfect life, kids, that, I can't" she smiled sadly.
Tiffany heard it well and somehow she understood. She still wondered why Taeyeon would cheat on her. Although she already heard the reasons from someone, she wouldn't still believed it unless it came from Taeyeon.
"I still don't get it why you cheated on me"
"I-I didn't" Taeyeon decided to come clean. She thought Tiffany had moved on and telling her what she did in the past would not really affect anything except she'd be free from guilt and she wouldn't look so bad in Tiffany's eyes.
"Tss" Tiffany scoffed. "I caught you"
Taeyeon looked at Tiffany with red eyes.
"Believe it or not, I planned the whole thing...the guy was my friend, I asked him that favor to make it looked like we had something going on. It was against his will....he was gay after all... like me." She smiled bitterly. Since she thought about how other people would looked down at her ever since she came out.
Tiffany was lost in her thoughts for a moment. She was trying to digest everything.
"Why say these now?"
"I-I want everything to be fixed. Since you've already moved on, I-I think it's time for me to do as well. It's been two years, but I never forget about you. For me saying these, wouldn't really change anything but I just want you to know the truth." She said and stand up, ready to leave.
"Sorry for the trouble" she apologized once more and made her way to the door.
She was about to open the door when she felt hands wrapped around her waist.
"Pabo!!! I-I hate you for making me feel this way" Tiffany sobbed. "Taetae...I still love you"
Taeyeon's tears came running back. She was shocked at the sudden confession and hearing again that name but she knew that she couldn't be with her anymore.
Tiffany already had someone.
She faced the younger girl and hugged her back.
"I still love you too Fany-ah..." she broke the hug and looked at Tiffany. She leaned in and kissed her on the forehead.
"I hope you're happy with him" she smiled sadly.
"I-I..." didn't know what to say.
"It's okay. Just know that I'll always be here for you no matter what happens."
Taeyeon hugged her again.
Tiffany missed the older girl's warm embrace a lot. She wanted them to stay like that but she suddenly felt dizzy and nauseas. She broke the hug and ran to the bathroom to throw up.
Taeyeon worriedly followed her. "Are you okay?"
Tiffany took a deep breath and thought about the test she had in the morning.
"Tae...I-I'm pregnant."