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The   process   of   analysing   multiple   interview   transcripts   involves   decisions   about  what  is  noticed,  selected  and  the  ways  in  which  it  is  presented.  “An   investigator  sits  with  pages  of  tape-­‐recorded  stories,  snips  away  at  the  flow   of  talk  to  make  it  fit  between  the  covers  of  a  book,  and  tries  to  create  sense   and   dramatic   tension”   (Riessman   2002a:   226).   While   necessary,   selecting   excerpts  from  the  transcripts  risks  losing  context  and  the  participant’s  voice.   To   minimise   this,   participant   quotations   generally   include   the   complete   response  as  well  as  my  questions  and  responses.  The  excerpts  remain  largely   faithful   to   the   telling   and   are   not   reduced   to   cleaned   and   minimised   selections  of  the  most  significant  words  and  sentences.  

Participants’   representations   of   their   experiences   offer   various   analytical   treatments.   I   followed   van   Manen’s   guidance   about   the   identification   of   themes   that   relate   to   the   phenomenon   under   study   (1990:   87-­‐88).   The   researcher  must  be  reflexively  aware  that  analysis  is  happening  throughout   the  interviewing,  transcribing,  formal  analysis  (such  as  coding)  and  writing   stages.  Transcripts  were  read  line  by  line.  Participant  responses  and  stories   were  interrogated  for  their  thematic  meaning.  The  themes  were  identified   and  the  transcripts  annotated  accordingly.  This  was  a  personal  process  and  I  

identified  the  themes  without  reference  to  other  studies,  trying  as  much  as   possible  to  bracket  my  presuppositions  and  biases.  I  undertook  the  coding   exercise   during   a   two   week   visit   to   a   remote   part   of   the   Tasmanian   southwest   world   heritage   area,   where   I   was   usually   alone   and   able   to   immerse  myself  in  the  transcripts.  This  of  course,  was  not  the  only  time  I   revisited  the  transcripts  or  the  coding,  but  it  seemed  appropriate  to  do  the   main   work   in   a   natural   environment,   rather   than   an   office   with   the   attendant  distractions  of  university  and  domestic  life.  

Many   stories   offered   multiple   meanings   and   themes.   Decisions   had   to   be   made   about   what   was   most   relevant   to   the   research   question.   This   sometimes   meant   that   interesting   lines   of   inquiry   would   not   be   followed   during  the  preparation  of  this  thesis.  Take  the  following  narrative  about  the   experience   of   tree-­‐sitting.   Earlier   in   the   interview,   Sophie   was   telling   me   about   how   living   in   the   bush   helps   her   maintain   a   connection   to   nature,   something  she  found  very  difficult  in  Melbourne.  I  asked  her  what  feeling   connected  is  like:  

Sophie   It’s  just  the  same  as  when  I  hang  out  with  a  friend,  it’s  not  really  any  different,   including  like  probably  the  conversations  that  I  have  out  loud,  and  probably   get  different  responses  from  a  river  or  a  tree.  

John   I’d   be   really   interested   in   any   stories   you   might   have   about   relationships   you’ve  formed,  or  when  you’ve  spoken  to  it  and  it’s  spoken  back,  or  whatever?     Sophie   Well,  I  sat  up  one  tree.  That  one  tree  I  was  climbing  up  and  down  it  every  day,   and  would  climb  up  at  night  and  get  down  at  maybe  six  pm  the  next  day.  So  I   was   always   climbing   up   at   night,   and   then   sitting   throughout   the   day,   and   there  was  no  one  else  around.  It  was  just  me  sitting  in  this  tree.  How  long  it   was  for?  It  was  for  quite  a  while  I  did  that.  And  definitely  the  relationship  I   was  having  with  that  tree  was  probably  more  real  than  any  other  relationship  I   was  having  with  people  who  I  was  seeing  for  maybe  two  hours  a  day.    

  And   I   had   a   fellow   tree-­‐sitter   who   was   also   going   through   the   same   experience;  she  was  like  50  metres  away  or  something.  We’d  occasionally  yell   out   to   each   other,   but   we’d   both   get   down   the   same   time   and   walk   back   to  

camp.   So   yeah   at   the   end   of   that   experience   we   were   both   talking   to   each   other,  and  she  said  to  me,  “I  know  this  is  going  to  sound  crazy  but  I  talk  to  my   tree  and  he  talked  back.”  And  it’s  like,  “I  know,  I  did  the  same  thing.”    

  Yeah,  I  guess  in  terms  of  actual  words  that’s  not  actually  how  it  felt,  it  didn’t   feel  like  it  was  saying,  “Hi,  my  name  is.”  It  wasn’t  like  that,  it  was  more  like   there   were   thought   processes   going   through   my   head   all   the   time,   because   what  else  am  I  going  to  do?  I  might  as  well  think.  And  I  was  getting  answers   that  didn’t  feel  like  they  were  coming  from  me.  

John   Right.  Gosh,  how  interesting.  

Sophie   And  yeah  I  guess  a  lot  of  people  would  just  go,  “that’s  just  because  you  had  the   time   and   the   space   to   sit   there   and   delve   into   parts   of   your   brain   that   you   probably  not  ever  have  time  or  space  to.”  I  think  I  was  getting  up  a  very  old   tree  that  had  a  lot  of  stuff  to  share  and  he  felt  like  he  could  share  it  with  me.   This   is   a   powerful   and   rich   narrative,   which,   in   a   few   sentences,   reveals   much   about   the   lived   experience   of   forest   activism   and   connection   with   nature.  Sophie  spends  each  day  in  the  same  tree-­‐sit  in  the  expectation  that   loggers   and   police   could   arrive   suddenly.   It   is   time   spent   largely   alone,   although   she   can   make   contact   with   a   colleague   in   a   neighbouring   tree.   They  return  to  camp  each  evening  to  join  the  other  activists  engaged  in  the   blockade.    

Sophie  forms  a  relationship  with  her  tree;  it  is  just  her  and  the  tree  up  there.   For   Sophie   relationships   with   trees   can   be   like   relationships   with   human   friends;  non-­‐humans  can  be  people  too.  The  enforced  stillness  gives  plenty   of  time  to  think  and  the  tree  seems  to  become  implicated  in  her  thinking   processes.    

Both   activists   seem   to   experience   a   shift   in   their   awareness   of   their   tree,   radically  altering  their  appreciation  of  it.  The  participant’s  colleague  is  self-­‐ conscious  and  aware  of  the  risk  she  is  taking  by  telling  her  colleague  that   she   talks   to   her   tree   and   it   “talked   back”,   something   that   is   clearly   not   normal.   She   prefaces   her   conversation   with   a   phrase   that   serves   the  

function  of  both  warning  her  colleague  and  asking  to  be  taken  seriously,  not   dismissed.  Sophie  affirms  her  colleague’s  experience.  She  then  qualifies  her   story  to  me  (perhaps  because  she  is  worried  I  would  not  take  her  seriously),   by  trying  to  provide  a  rational  explanation  for  an  experience  that  she  seems   to  think  is  not  rational.  I  wonder  whether  Sophie’s  decision  to  include  her   colleague’s   experience   in   the   narrative   is   a   way   of   giving   validity   to   her   story.  

Sophie’s   comment   about   the   tree’s   age   also   seems   significant;   this   is   an   ancient   being   that   has   wisdom.   Interestingly,   both   people   assign   a   masculine  gender  to  the  tree,  something  I  missed  during  the  interview  that   deserves  further  inquiry.  Sophie  does  not  anthropomorphise  the  tree  when   she  stresses  that  the  tree  is  not  talking  like  a  human,  but  it  might  have  been   useful  to  probe  further.  Finally,  I  am  able  to  anticipate  in  this  excerpt  from   the  interview  some  of  the  reasons  why  Sophie  will  experience  the  grief  she   describes  later,  when  her  tree  is  cut  down  by  loggers.  

Sophie   has   incorporated   a   wide   range   of   information   and   ideas   into   her   story  and  the  reader  will  no  doubt  identify  things  that  have  been  missed  in   my   interpretation.   For   example,   I   have   focussed   here   on   the   experiential   and  affective  dimensions  of  the  story,  rather  than  what  she  does.  The  focus   is   on   the   content   rather   than   a   structural   analysis   (Riessman   2008).   I   am   also   aware   that   I   have   not   yet   offered   the   participants   an   opportunity   to   provide  feedback  about  my  interpretations  of  their  narratives.  

So   far   this   interpretation   has   been   about   the   visible   elements   of   the   narrative.   But   it   is   also   possible   to   unearth   deeper   level   meanings.   Sophie   told  this  story  in  response  to  a  question  about  the  experience  of  connection   with   nature   through   the   formation   of   communicative   relationships.   The   way  she  has  told  the  story,  that  is,  the  technical  structure  and  the  meaning   making   involved,   provides   clues   about   the   way   she   conceptualises   nature.   Sophie  has  told  us  how,  in  time,  she  comes  to  experience  the  tree  as  a  non-­‐

human  person  or  being,  for  which  she  has  a  lot  of  respect.  With  time  spent   in  the  tree-­‐sit  Sophie  is  no  longer  a  subject  ‘I’  relating  to  an  object  ‘it’.  The   tree   has   become   fully   subject,   and,   after   Buber,   Sophie’s   relationship   has   become  subject  ‘I’  to  subject  ‘thou’  (see  Buber’s  (1970:  57-­‐58)  account  of  his   contemplation  of  a  tree,  of  the  manifold  ways  of  responding  to  it,  and  being   drawn  into  relation  with  it).    

Such  an  interpretation  leads  me  to  think  about  Sophie’s  conceptualisation   of   nature   generally.   The   story   points   to   a   biocentric   perspective,   in   which   the  tree  has  inherent  moral  status  as  a  living  entity.  Sophie  does  not  tell  us   whether  this  was  already  her  perspective  of  course,  but  told  in  this  way,  the   narrative  suggests  that  is  the  perspective  she  holds.  The  story  also  suggests   an   animist   orientation:   she   engages   with   a   world   of   non-­‐human   persons.   Both  interpretations  provide  lines  of  inquiry  that  I  can  pursue  throughout   Sophie’s   transcript,   but   they   also   remind   me   to   seek   them   in   the   other   transcripts.    

Finally,  the  interpretations  given  to  this  story  were  not  achieved  in  the  one   reading.  They  emerged  through  a  hermeneutic  cycle  of  reading,  analysing,   rereading  and  reanalysing.    

Re-­‐reading   this   story   I   am   reminded   of   Riessman’s   statement   that,   “respondents   narrativize   particular   experiences   in   their   lives,   often   where   there  has  been  a  breach  between  ideal  and  real,  self  and  society”  (Riessman   1993:   3).   Experiences   such   as   those   Sophie   describes,   are   told   with   the   knowledge   that   they   contradict   the   social   fact   of   the   impossibility   of   meaningful,   reciprocal   communication   with   the   non-­‐human.   As   an   interviewer   I   made   it   clear   to   participants   that   I   was   interested   in   stories   such  as  these  (although  my  ‘gosh’  is  an  indication  of  how  surprised  I  was  by   Sophie’s   story).   Even   so,   in   the   telling,   participants   often   appeared   self-­‐ conscious   and   stated   they   were   careful   whom   they   told   about   them.   For   example,  Emily  told  me  about  a  tree  that  seemed  to  communicate  to  some  

people  that  it  did  not  want  to  be  a  tree-­‐sit  (this  story  is  introduced  later).   These   people   exercised   great   caution   in   telling   about   this   experience.   Instead,   they   gave   rational   explanations   about   the   decision   not   to   use   the   tree,  reserving  discussions  about  the  experience  of  communication  for  those   who  shared  the  experience,  or  those  she  trusted.  Re-­‐reading  the  transcripts,   I  am  reminded  of  the  privilege  that  is  being  entrusted  with  stories  such  as   these.  

Coding  

A  thematic  analysis  was  undertaken  by  identifying  themes  that  seemed  to   describe   something   meaningful   about   the   participants’   accounts   of   their   experiences.   I   coded   the   above   story   under   the   headings   relationship/reciprocity,   communication,   agency,   nature   familiarity/skills   and  biocentric  attitude.  Reducing  such  a  powerful  narrative  into  a  handful  of   themes  seems  to  oversimplify  Sophie’s  narrative,  but  as  each  transcript  was   coded  my  confidence  grew  that  I  had  identified  themes  that  were  present  in   other   participants’   descriptions   of   their   experiences   and   relevant   to   the   conceptual   framework.   The   reductionist   approach,   therefore,   while   generating   seemingly   spare   interpretation   of   an   individual   interview,   enables   the   researcher   to   identify   the   experiential   structures   of   the   experience  when  it  is  combined  with  the  coding  of  the  other  interviews.   Thematic   coding   is   a   highly   subjective   process   that,   guided   by   the   conceptual  framework,  is  dependent  to  some  extent  upon  the  researcher’s   interests   and   state   of   mind   at   the   time.   I   found   that   revisiting   the   transcripts   led   to   fresh   insights   and   new   themes.   Achieving   rigour   was   an   interplay   between   disproving   the   theme   and   arguing   its   relevance   (its   relevance   to   the   research   question   but   also   its   representation   across   the   interviews).  There  is  also  a  dialectic  between  the  participants’  voices  and  the   researcher.    

Phenomenology  as  method  requires  the  researcher  to  bracket,  or  suspend,   their   presuppositions   and   beliefs   about   the   world   from   the   process   of   interpretation,  in  an  effort  to  hear  faithfully  the  participant’s  voice.  This  is   not   easy.   Indeed,   I   found   analysing   the   transcripts   thematically   the   most   difficult  aspect  of  the  research  process.  I  learned  that  a  reflexive  approach  is   necessary.  I  also  learned,  with  some  considerable  difficulty,  that  one  needs   flexibility:  to  stretch  my  tendency  to  seek  black  and  white  answers,  clearly   compartmentalised   themes   when,   of   course,   human   experience,   meaning   making  and  interpretation  are  far  more  complex,  nebulous  and  paradoxical   in  nature.  

Some  theme  names  were  renamed  to  match  better  the  aspect  of  experience   they   seemed   to   represent.   Some   themes   contained   more   than   one   related   element,   whereas   other   themes   expressed   an   aspect   of   experience   that   seemed  to  stand  alone.  I  became  aware  that  I  was  identifying  different  kinds   of   themes.   Some   represented   aspects   of   direct   experience   that   were   processual   in   nature   and   externally   implicated   such   as,   for   example,   connectedness,  whereas  a  small  number  of  others,  such  as  obligation,  while   also   borne   from   experience   and   engagement   with   nature,   seemed   to   be   more   internally   derived.   Both   are   aspects   of   the   experience   of   being   in   nature,  but  they  are  qualitatively  different.  The  former  seems  to  be  more  a   product   of   the   participant’s   sensual   engagement   with   their   surroundings,   the   other   places   a   greater   emphasis   upon   the   internal   –   it   comes   from   within.  

Some   themes   were   not   retained.   For   example,   early   in   the   transcript   analysis  a  theme  called  ‘dreams’  was  established,  because  four  participants   told  stories  about  experiences  that  included  dreams.  When  no  more  dream   stories   were   found   I   decided   to   dispense   with   the   theme,   allocating   those   stories  to  themes  that  represented  the  content  and  meaning  of  the  dream   stories.  

CONCLUSIONS  

This   chapter   has   described   how   the   interviews   were   transcribed   and   analysed.  It  has  discussed  and  explained  my  decisions  about  the  theoretical   implications   inherent   in   making   decisions   about   these   processes.   These   decisions  have  been  guided  by  the  inquiry’s  conceptual  and  methodological   frameworks,   which   were   illustrated   using   Sophie’s   story   about   her   experience   of   a   communicative   relationship   with   a   tree.   The   next   chapter   begins  the  presentation  and  analysis  of  the  interview  data,  by  exploring  the   participants’  journeys  into  activism.  

Part  III:  The  lived  experience  of