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Melissa Sciera
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Rochester Instituteof
Technology
A Thesis Submitted
to theFaculty
ofThe College
ofImaging
Arts
andSciences
andThe
School for American Crafts
In
Candidacy
for
theDegree
ofMaster
ofFine Arts
Reflection
By
Melissa Sciera
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Charlotte Mann
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Table
ofContents
Acknowledgements iii
ListofIllustrations v
Initial Proposal 1
Artist's Statement 2
Introduction 3
Chronology
ofIntent 4The Work 7
Conclusion 13
Illustrations 14
List
ofIllustrations
All photos
by
Dan Neuberger1. Reflection #16 14
2. Reflection #16
-detail (10"x
20")
15a.
Charcoal,
pastel3. Reflection #16
-detail(10"x
23")
16a.
Acrylic,
beeswaxon board4. Reflection #39 17
5. Reflection #39
-detail (8 1/2"
x
11")
18a. Pen andink 6. Reflection #39
-detail (8 1/2"
x
11")
19a.
Copper,
acrylic7. Reflection #54 20
8. Reflection #54- detail
(10"
x 12
1/2")
21a. Acrylic
9. Reflection #54- detail
(10"
x 12
1/2")
22a.
Copper,
acrylic10. Reflection #166 23
11. Reflection #166- detail
(12"
x 14
1/2")
24a.
Acrylic,
beeswaxonboard12. Reflection #166- detail
(10"
x
12")
25a.
Sterling
silver,acrylic13. Reflection #34 26
14. Reflection #34- detail (5
1/2"
x
9")
27a. Penandink 15. Reflection #34- detail (5
1/2"
x
9")
28Initial Proposal
"Images thatlookatthemselves
wholookatyou
wholook at
them"
-DavidPiper
The Artist Bv Himself
The Powerofthe Self-Portrait: What does it Reveal About its Maker?
Since we first painted ourselves on cave walls, we have sought to define ourselves in
place andtimewhetherforsocial orintellectualstatus, to establisha personal
dialogue,
ortohope for aglimpse into the remarkable.
Many
artists such as FriedaKahlo,
Vincent VanGogh,
andRembrandt vanRyn haveprocured workin self-portraiture thatcapturesan essence unattainable if it were done
by
another. It is this essence thatis the basis ofmythesis.
To accomplish this, I plan to rendera self-portrait
two-dimensionally
everyday pushingthelimitsoftools, scale,and subject. This self-studywill also evolve
dimensionally
into metalsculpture. Theendresult, ortheendcollection, willtell atruestory...mystory.
A focus will be placed on
defining
the space, the form in space, and the form in spacewithinaframeoftime.
"Artists cannot escapethemselvesfortheirwhole workis an
autobiography"
Artist'
s
Statement
Life is about continual change and ourchallenge, as
humans,
is to understandourplacewithin that context. This question of
identity
involves assessingthe self. Ibelieve thetrue selfto be balanced between its opposites much as two points define a line. These
works represent the line of dialogue between our outward appearance and our inner
topography. The idea is addressedvisually
by
presentingtwo aspects ofthesameimage.One image explores themirror's reflection whilethe other examines thatwhich is under
theskin.
My
experience as a metalsmith coupledwith theexploration into other medialedmetoinvestigate anew aesthetic; anew approach toworkingthe metal surface. The use of a
wide range ofmedia responds to the diverseperspectives and experiences found in life.
Through this work, I respond to life's constant change and place my self within that
Introduction
Theself-portraitdates backto the4thcentury BCE in Greece andEgypt.
Examples are scarceuntilitsre-emergence
during
theRenaissancewhere itstoodforstatusboth socially andintellectually. Sincethearistocracy primarilycommissioned
portraits as public statements oftheirsocialstanding,thedevelopmentofself-portraiture
puttheartist onthesamelevel asthepatron. Thiscontinued as astatus symbol forartists
as collectors could notonlycollecttheartist'sworkbutalsoacquire a work oftheartist
himself/herselfasthesubjectelevatingtheposition oftheartist. Prestigiouscollections
ofportraits, such astheRoyal
Academy
in New YorkCity,
wheretobecomea memberan artistmustsubmit a self-portraitas agiftto the collection,establishedthis typeof
work as acredible modeof expression.
Asking
thequestion,"whatisthepower oftheself-portrait and whatdoes it
reveal aboutitsmaker?"
ledmetopursuethisself-studyanddiscoverformyselfthe
mystique oftheself-image andtheessencewithin.
"Many
artistsbeforethe20thcenturyconsideredfigurative arttobethemostpowerfulmeans ofrepresentinguniversal ideals [truths]. Inthefirst halfofthe20th
century,
however,
such expression assumed aheightenedpsychologicalandconceptualdimension."1
It is herethatIpickupthestudy employingtheclassicalidealsoffigure
representationand subjectittotheromantic
tendency
ofadheringto thebeliefthata"totalexpression oflifecomplete withitsnervousness, anxieties, and
sorrows"2
aswellas
joy
andperfection wasthekey
to atruerself-image.1
Helen
Gardner,
Gardner'sArt ThroughtheAges,
9thed.,Horst De LaCroix,
Richard G.Tansey,
andDianeKirkpatrick(editors),
Harcourt Brace JovanovichInc., 1991,
page9872
Written
by
theFrenchartcritic, AugusteBarby
inthelate 19thcentury inan article
aboutSymbolistpainterOdilonRedon. He wasspeakingof"Thespiritual emptiness of
painters ... It istime thatoneofthemreminds usthat theirart(doesnot)consistonly in
soullesstechnical
facility
. . . Odilon Redon: Prince of Dreams1840-1916,
NewYork,
Chronology
ofIntent
"Theportrait (or indeed any kindofpainting) is herea picture ofthepainter's
perception ofhis subject; andtheact ofpaintingisa
learning
process about one'sfeeling
towards thesubject."1
When Ifirst began this ideaof self-portraiture Iwanted italsotobea 'self-study'.
Freshoff alifechange, Ifelttheneedtoreassess whereIwas. So I
literally
facedmy selfeveryday. Idecidedtoexecute a
drawing
eachday
inordertoobserve thedevelopmentnotonlyon thepage, butwithinmyperception ofmy selfaswell. Iunderstoodthatstudying the
same subject over a period oftime wouldundoubtedly reveal insights asmy thoughtprocess
toward selfevolved.
Ibegan my study inarepresentational manner, paying attention tothedetailsofmy
appearance. Ifound this challenging andexperimented withdifferent
drawing
mediaasIsearchedmysurface withtheintentof accuraterealism. Ifeltunsatisfied with theresults in
thatIfeltthat thedrawings alonedidnot capture the trueself. Another artist could stilldo
whatIwascreatingasIwasmerely
imitating
my image. Throughthisdissatisfaction,
IlearnedthatIwas morethan whatIlooked like.
"Aconscious self-portrait canbe an artwork thatshows theartists capacity to 'get
inside'
his subject
manner."2
Exploring
avariety ofline quality anddrawing
techniques allowed metoconvey amore accurate image. Influenced
by
the drawingsofsuch artistsasManuel NeriandMary
Frank, Istrovetoimbue moreemotion intothedrawings with dramaticblocks of color and
boldstrokes. Imovedaway fromrealistic renditions and utilizedthe headand faceas a
symbol thatrepresented my selfwithoutthephysical resemblance.
1
JamesHall, The WorldasSculpture, London, England, Pimlico,
2000,
page362
My
results ledmetofurtherexperiment with texture as thedrawings transformed intoinvolvedpaintings which emulatedlow-relief sculpture. Atthis point, Iwas
focusing
themajority ofmy energy and thought toward painting, even working largerthan life. I
permitted myselftostandawayfrom academic technique and allow theemotion tomove
throughmy heartto attackthecanvas with
ferocity
and specific intent. Theconcept wasabouttheenergy transfer through myphysical
body
ontothe canvas. Atthesametime, I felta pulltowork inmetal and initiatedan experiment where Iapplied theact ofattacking the
canvas with emotion and usedthismotivation towardmetal, utilizing the techniques of
chasingand repoussage. Thistechniqueinvolves manipulating the surface ofametal sheet
by
usingdifferent shaped punches toemboss themetalfrom thefrontas well as thebacktocreate a lowrelief. Ifeltthis method tobe kin toactionpainting andIreferredtoitas"free
chasing". This applicationhas a
long history dating
backtotheBronze Age. Rootedfirmly
inclassical
design,
my training inthis techniquehad beenrestrictedtocopyingmasterchasersinatraditional style.
By
applying adifferent kindofthinking, Iwas abletorediscover chasingformyself. Thesurfaceis raw, unrefined, andvisceral inexpression. The
tooling andmark-makingappearaggressive, almosthaphazard, yet thereis an orderto the
placement ofthetexture, apurpose.
"Thisprocess ofinteraction with the canvas, thisgive andtakebetween the creator
andtheobject
being
created sounds verymuchlike Harold Rosenberg's 3description ofactionpaintingas adrama inwhichtheartist-actor lives outthedramaticaction on thestage
ofthecanvas."4
3
Harold
Rosenberg
is aUnited Statesart andliterary
critic whowrote abouttheAbstractExpressionist movementin the 1950s.
4
AprilKingsley, The
Turning
Point.TheAbstractExpressionists andthe Transformantionof
As Iquestioned how toportray the self, I began tosee within my own work, the
different approaches Iemployed.
Beginning
with a realistic approach and traveling throughseveral art
history
movements tocomplete abstraction, adichotomy
oftheinnerand outerselfbecame apparent. Thisvehicle ofself-imageforced metoconsider what atruedefinition
of self was.
"Rothkocalled hispictures 'portraits' as well as
'presences'
- inthat
they were
intendedtoconvey the character, emotions, the human dramaofthe
immensely
complexinner-self."5
Themain influence
(subject)
oftheworkiskept companyby
colors,lines,
and shapescreatingvisual relationships andexhibitingthe factthatatany given time thereare a
multitude ofinfluences affecting our perception. There is moreto the selfthanone
definition;
oneexplanation.Ichoosetorepresent this idea indiptych form. Onepanel depicts theoutward
appearance whilethe other reflects ontheinner self.
The interaction between the twopanels creates adialogue emulating howthephysical
appearances as well asoutside influences work with theinnerthoughts andfeelings ofthe
individual tocreate thewhole person. Thewholeisequaltothesum ofitsparts. Since I
viewthese twoaspects ofselfas separateparts, thetwohalves ofthepresentation createthe
wholepiece. There is unity inmovement, color, textural application, size, andimage, yet
thereis adistinction. Since thecontentissubjective, theviewerdetermines which panel
represents which aspectbasedon hisorherown sphereofself-understanding.
5
April
Kingsley,
TheTurning
Point.The Abstract Expressionists andthe Transformantion ofThe
Work
My
intent istovisually portray my ideaoftheopposite ends ofthe trueself. Thefactthat theseworks are diptychs demonstratesthe
dichotomy
oftheself. Inthis study Ichoose toportraythis astheouter appearance andinnerself.
Theoutside ofthe selfdeals withtheoutward appearance,whatthereflectionin
the mirrortellsus.
Initially,
Ibeganmy studythere.My
focus ledtodaily
drawings andsketches. Reflection #16 (seeillustration
1)
was one ofthefirst inthisseries. Thedrawing
(seeillustration2)
depictsafigure(my
representation ofmyself)offto therightofthepicture planewithher handoverher
face,
her hairloose,
and cladonly in herunderwear. Thisrealistic portrait showshowemotion canbetranslated visually. The
viewer reads thefigure's
body
language anddemeanorand can placehimselforherself inthe same position. Here it is vulnerabilityand objectification thatareportrayed. The
paintingthat accompaniesthis
drawing,
or whatIamusing todemonstratetheothersideofthescale,visuallyportraystheinnerselfinrelationto thefigure toitsright.
My
approachto thepainting involved utilizingtheflow ofemotion. Theabstractrelief
painting isaportrait of whatit looks liketofeelasthefigure does.
This innerselfis composed ofouremotions,thoughts, and
influences,
which atanygiventimeare present. This less tangiblepartseemsbestexecutedinthemanner of
theabstract expressionists.
During
the1950s,
theabstract expressionistmovementfocusedonthoughtintoaction where whatis leftonthecanvas wasthephysicalresidueoftheemotional output.
This painting (see illustration
3)
followsthat tradition. Thecolor palette andtexturalnoboundary. Theviewercanrespondtothe formand shape oftheexpressed emotion.
Thesetwoworks respondto each otherand givefurtherinsighttothework's meaning.
Heretheinsideandthe outside oftheself are
literally
demonstrated. Thisbeing
thefirstofthethesis
body
tocometogetherlays thegroundworkfortheremainingpieces.
Iamusingtheideaof
depicting
myself andinfusing
emotionandexpressionbecauseI believethere tobemoreto theselfthanmere status orpraise asthe
history
ofportraiture explains. Portraitistswere oftenknownto enhancetheir sitter'sportraitto
gainthem greaterfame. EvenMichelangelo's premise wasthat"the
functioning
ofartingeneral,and sculptureinparticular, was todealwithtimelessuniversals ratherthan
ephemeralparticulars."1
He believedrealisticlikenesseswereunnecessary dueto thefact
that
history
wouldnotbethewiser.Therefore,
idealproportionsandbeauty
recalledtheclassic ofGreekandRomansculpture andportraiture.
Iamchallengingthistraditionalview
by
purposely usingnon-idealized views ofmyself. Theseviewsbettercommunicateemotionsthus
bridging
the twoviewsoftheself.
Anotherworkinthis seriesis Reflection #39 (see illustration 4).
Here,
Ihaveonly drawn my
face,
reflectingonclassic portraiturebutwherethepastmay haveflattered,
here it isquitetheopposite. The demeanoremulatesone of anger anddistress(see illustration5). Thestarkblackand white givethe
drawing
a sense ofcoldness, likeice. This
drawing
is coupled withthefirstoftheworkstobeexecutedinmetal(seeillustration6). The image is themirror reflectionofthe
drawing
and encompassesthe1
sameemotions. Themetalgroundreflectsthehardnessoftheline inthe
drawing
inthatthematerialis rigid. The free chasingtechniqueis appliedhereand suggeststhephysical
movementofemotionthroughits tactilesurface. Copperwas chosen as agroundfor its
warmth in color andthepaint appliedto thesurfacereflectingthatwarmththrough their
cooltones. Thiswarmth creates an oppositeforthecool white ofthedrawing. Themetal
panel representsvisuallythatwhichisunderthe skin. Theviewer canrespond
by
againempathizingwiththeemotiondepicted. Theapplication of paintto thesurfaceis
representative ofthelayersofinfluences and experiences wehavethatshapeus.
Using
thenatural outline establishedintheinitial
drawing,
Ihavecreated adepictionoftheimageofinnerself.
Reflection #54 (seeillustration
7)
moves awayevenfurther fromtheclassic andbeginstoportrayamore emotional outwardself. As seenthroughafilterandreducing
thecontours ofthefacetomovetowarda minimalist approachallowstheviewertomore
freely
interpret. This painting (see illustration8)
is less obviousthantheearlier worksdiscussed. The blocks ofcolor, again
depicting
theheadofthebody
only, darkenaroundthe figureaswellasaroundtheeyes andthe throat. Theviewer willdiscerna connection
withinhisorherown sphere of self-reflection. Therearenorightanswers,and nowrong
onesforthatmatter.
My
intentionwastoportraya somewhatdistantfeeling;
onethatis indiscernibleyetthereis abitof a
haunting
look,
especiallyaroundtheeyes. Tocreate theinnerself
forthis work,Iemployedthemirrorimageofthepainting and appliedthefree chasing
technique(seeillustration9). Ipushedand pulledtheindistinguishableto givethemetal
imagemoredefinitionthanthe
painting
eventhough thatimage isabstractionresultsfromthevarietyoftextureand line quality left behind
by
the tool. Theartist'shandisevidentin shapingthisrepresentation ofinteriorself. There is definition
tothoughts andfeelingsthat thepaintingrefusestobeobviousabout.
This self-studyoriginated withthe ideaofportrayingtheselfthrougha means
otherthan throughrealist portraiture. I began exploringthe workoftheAbstract
Expressionistsingreaterdepth. A focus withinthisgroupofartists wasthatan emotion
was capturedonthe canvasthrough theactionappliedto thematerial. AswithJackson
PollockandWillem de
Kooning,
theimportanceofthe work, to theartist,wasemphasizedthrough theprocessof creation. Itried to emulate thatstandard withinmy
own work. Throughthis applicationI discoveredthatI disagreewithMichelangelo's
statement. I believe it is importanttocloselyresemblethesitter(inthiscasemy self).
My
questioninglay
in choosing a particular style of execution. Eventhiswaslimiting
inthatI felttherewasnooneindividualapplicationthatseemedto
"say
itall".Throughthisabstractstudy I discoveredthatmore ofmy selfcouldbe
represented.
By
withholdingthatwhichwasnotnecessary,Icould moreclearlyarticulate aspecific emotion. Iunderstoodthatmorethanmy outward appearance was
integralto communicating myessenceto theviewer.
Exemplified
by
Clyfford Still'sworks"originally
called'self-portrait[s]'
itcanbe
read as arepresentation oftheartist reducedto the gestures/hemakes againstadark
void."2
Here,
it isnotthefinishedproduct,buttheprocess ofmark-making,thatwasfundamentalto theidea. Iemployedthis
by
asking howtocreate a portrait of anemotion.
My
responseledmetocreatewith physicalfeeling. Iusedmybody,
my arm,2
Carter
Ratcliff,
"TheIdeaofOrder intheArtofClyffordStill",
Art inAmerica,
December
2001,
page81andthe
drawing
instrumentas anextensionofmy hand asthetranslator, themiddleman,between theinnerself andthecanvas and/or metal sheet.
Paintingswere createdintuitively.
Originally
titled'Sun/Son',
Reflection#166(see illustration
10)
isaboutthetransitionfrom lighttodarkandvice versa. Itisanexpression of consciousness andthusa portraitofself. The textureisconcentric (see
illustration 1
1)
and refers to mycyclicalthoughtprocessjustastheearthtravelsaroundthesun, asbirth leadsto deathandbackto rebirth, soare we caughtincircular
movement.
Theotherhalfofthediptych (see illustration
12)
iscreatedusing sterling silverand continuestherhythmicmovement created
by
thecirclesinthepainting. Thematerialacts asa contrastto thepainting and pushestheideaofdarkto lightandbackagain.
Following
the standardforthisbody
ofwork, themetalimageisthemirror's reflection.Thisone,
however,
flipstheimageonce againcreatingyet anothercircle ofmovementbetweenthe twoworks. This movestheviewer's eyebackandforth creatinga
rhythmicalrelationship thatrepresentstheparts oftheselfthatfloweasily, thepartswe
acknowledge andaccept. This accepting leadstobalance insideandout.
The finalpieceintheseries,Reflection #34 (see illustration
13),
is asharpcontrastto theprevious example yetretains theviewer's attention
by bringing
him/herbacktotheoriginalstartofthestudy.
Here,
again,apenandinkdrawing
(see illustration14)
followstherealisttraditionwhere anaccuraterepresentationisthe standard. Iattemptedthisapplicationandutilizedblackand whitetorepresenttheserious nature of
such anundertaking. Thesitter retains aratherblankexpression inamildlyconfronting
manner. Sheis angledaway fromtheviewer andlooks overhershouldercasually. The
feeling
isoneofdetachment. The accompanyingmetalpiece (seeillustration15),
executedinfine silver(apreciousmetal), furtherexplores themirrorsimage and changes
thepose ofthesitter. Her head is bent forwardandhereyes look
down,
not atthe viewer.Thecolors are reversed asif
looking
atthenegative ofaroll offilm. Thispositive/negative grounddemonstratesthethesispremise. This work referstohowwechangeour
appearance tohidetruefeelings. The innerselfadjusts itsouterdemeanortoprotect what
weholdprecious,whatwedo notallowseen
by
others. We hide behindablankface soas nottogive away our secret. Theuse offine silverinthispiece reflects onthe
preciousnessoftheinneremotions.
Conclusion
Thisstudyhada
beginning,
with aproposal. Itsconclusion culminatedwithanexhibition. Thesetwoends create atimeline between innerandouterunderstanding. I
beganwiththesurface of an
idea,
ofportrayingthe essenceof self. Iend withanunderstanding and apersonalconnectiontomy work.
Addressing
theproblemofportrayingthe essence of selfled metoviewtheselfas thecollaborationbetweentheinsideand outside. Throughthisthesis exploration,I
foundthatmore informationwasneededto
justify
theportrayal of essencethanwhat animitativeportraitcouldsupplyto theviewer.
Working
withtheinneremotions andtheirsubsequent visualrepresentationcreateda more accurate portrayal ofself,yetit lacked a
specific connectiontome asthemaker.
My
solutionto thisparticularquestion wastoutilizebothviewpointstocreate awhole work. I believethis tobea
beginning
of alifelong
explorationintothequestion of selfandisone ofmanysolutionstoa problemthatwillcontinuouslychangeandchallenge artists.
Illustration
1Reflection
#16Illustration2 Reflection#16
-detail
Illustration
3 Reflection#16-detail
Illustration4
Reflection#39
Illustration5 Reflection #39
-detail
Illustration
6Reflection#39
-detail
Illustration
7Reflection
#54Illustration8 Reflection #54- detail
Illustration
9Reflection
#54- detailIllustration 10 Reflection #166
Illustration 11
Reflection #166- detail
Illustration 12
Reflection #166- detail
Illustration 13 Reflection #34
Illustration 14 Reflection #34 - detail
Illustration
15Reflection#34
-detail
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