POEMS
FIRST SERIES
POEMS
FIRST
SERIES
BY
J.
C.
SQUIRE
LONDON
MARTIN
SECKER
XVII
BUCKINGHAM
STREET
DEDICATION
Lord,Ihaveseenatharvest festival
In awhitelamp-litAsking-village church,
Hornthepoorfolk, lackingfinedecorations, Offerthefirst-jruitsoftheirvarious toils:
Not only fruitand blossom ofthe fields,
Ripecornandpoppies, scabious, marguerites,
Melons andmarrows,carrotsandpotatoes,
And
pale roundturnipsandsweetcottageflowers,Butgifts
of
otherproduce,heapedbrownnets,Finepollack,silverfish withumberbacks,
And
handsomegreen-dark-blue-striped mackerel,And
uglier, hornier creaturesfrom
the sea,Lobsters, long-clawedandeyed,andsmoothflat crabs,
Ranged
with theflowersuponthewindow-niches,To
lieinthatsymbolic contiguityWhilelustyhymns
of
gratitudeascend.Sol
Here
offerallIhavefound:A
few
brightstainlessflowersAnd
richer, earthlierblooms, andhomelygrain,And
roots thatgrewdistorted inthe dark,And
shapesof
lividhueandsprawlingform
Dragged from
the deepestwatersIhavesearched.Mostdiversegifts,yetall alike in this:
Theyareallthe naturalproductsof
my
mindAnd
heartandsenses;PREFACE
THE
title ofthisbook
was chosen for this reason.Had
the volumebeen
called and OtherPoems
itmight
have given a false impression that its contentswereentirelynew.Had
itbeen
called CollectedPoems
the equally false impres-sionmight
have been given that there was something offinalityaboutit.
The
title selectedseemed
best to conveyboth the fact that it was a collection
and
that,underPro-vidence, other (and, let us hope, superior) collections will
follow it.
The
book
contains all that I do not wish to destroy ofthe contents of fourvolumes of verse.
A
number
of small corrections havebeen
made.There
are added,also, a fewrecent
poems
not previously published.The
earliest of thepoems
now
reprinted is dated 1905, inwhich
year Iwas
twenty-one.
Some
ofthesubsequentyears,suchas 1914and
1915, contributednothingto this
book
: the greaternumber
ofthe
poems
werewritten in 1911-1912and
1916-1917.Some
ofthepoems were
not writtenasIshouldnow
writethem;
and
many
ofthem
reflect transient, though mostlyrecurrent,
moods which
Ido
notnecessarily thinkworthy of esteem.J. C. S.
YEAR PAGE DEDICATION 5 PREFACE 7 1905 IN A CHAIR 11
A
DAY
12 1907THE
ROOF
14 1910TOWN
16 FRIENDSHIP'SGARLAND
21 1911A
CHANT
24THE
THREE
HILLS 25AT
NIGHT
26LINES 27
FLORIAN'S
SONG
30 1912 ANTINOMIES ON ARAILWAY
STATION 31TREE-TOPS 35 ARTEMIS
ALTERA
36 EPILOGUE 37 DIALOGUE 38 STARLIGHT 41SONG
42 CREPUSCULAR 43FOR
Music 44THE
FUGITIVE 45 ECHOES 471913
THE MIND
OFMAN
49A
REASONABLE PROTESTATION 52 INTHE
PARK
57 INTHE
ORCHARD
59THE
SHIP . 60ODE
: IN ARESTAURANT
6l 9FAITH 71
A
FRESHMORNING
72INTERIOR 73
1913-14
ON
A FRIEND RECENTLY DEAD 741916
THE
MARCH
80PROLOGUE: IN
DARKNESS
81THE
LILY OFMALUD
821917
A
HOUSE
87BEHIND THE
LINES 89ARAB
SONG
90THE
STRONGHOLD
92To
A BULL-DOG 93THE
LAKE
96 PARADISE LOST 97 ACACIATREE
98AUGUST
MOON
100SONNET
102SONG
103A
GENERATION 104UNDER
105 RIVERS 107I SHALL
MAKE BEAUTY
...
115ENVOI 116
IN
A
CHAIR
THE
room
isfull ofthepeace of night,The
small flamesmurmur
andflickerand
sway,Within
me
isneithershadow, norlight,Nor
night,nortwilight,nor dawn, norday.Forthe brain strivesnot tothe goal of thought,
And
thelimbsliewearied,and
alldesire Sleepsfora while,and
Iam
naughtButapair ofeyesthatgazeata fire.
A
DAY
I.
MORNING
THE
village fadesaway
Where
I lastnight came,Where
they housedme
and
fedme
And
never askedmy
name.The
sunshines bright,my
stepis light, I,who
haveno abode,Jeerat the stuck,
monotonous
Black postsalongtheroad.
II.
MIDDAY
The wood
is still,As
here IsitMy
heartdrinksinThe
peaceofit.A
somethingstirs Iknow
not where,Some
quietspiritIn theair.
O
tallstraightstems!O
cooldeep
green!O
hand
unfelt!O
faceunseen!III.
EVENING
The
eveningcloses in,As
down
this lastlonglaneI plod; there patterround
Firstheavy dropsofrain.
Feetache,legs ache,but
now
Step quickensas IthinkOf mounds
ofbreadand
cheeseAnd
somethinghottodrink.IV.
NIGHT
Ah
!sleepis sweet,but yet
I will notsleepawhile
Nor
foraspace forgetThe
toil of thatlastmile;But
lieawake and
feelThe
cool sheets'tremulouskissesO'erall
my
body
steal . . .Issleepassweetas thisis ?
THE ROOF
I
WHEN
the cloudshide the sunaway
The
tallslateroofisdulland
grey,And
when
therainadown
it streams'Tispolished lead withpale-blue gleams.
When
the clouds vanishand
therainStops,
and
thesuncomes
out again,It
shimmers
golden inthesunAlmost
too brighttolook upon.But
soonbeneath the steady raysThe
roofisdriedand
reftofblaze,'Tisdusty yellowtraversedthrough
By
longthinlinesofdeepestblue.Then
atthelast,asnightdraws near,The
linesgrow
faintand
disappear,The
roofbecomes
apurplemist,A
greatsquare darkeningamethystWhich
sinks intothegathering shadeTill separateform
and
colourfade,And
it isbut apatch which marsThe
beautyof afieldofstars.II
Itstandssolonely inthesky
The
sparrowsnevercome
thereby,The
glossystarlingsseldom stopTo
preenand
chatteron thetop. 14Forawhole
week
sometimesup
thereNo
wing-wavestirs the quietair,The
rooflies silentand
sereneAs
thoughno
lifehad
everbeen
;Till
some
bright afternoon, athwartThe
edge two sudden
shadows dart,And
two
white pigeons with pinkfeetFlutterabove
and
pitchon
it.Jerkingtheirnecksoutasthey walk
They
talkawhiletheirpigeon-talk,A
low continuousmurmur
blentOf mock
reproachesand
content.Then
cease,and
sit therewarm
and
whiteAn
hour,tillin the fadinglightThey
wake,and
know
theclose of day,Flutter above,
and
flyaway,Leaving the roof
whereon
theysatAs
'twas before, a peacefulflatExpanse,as silent
and
sereneAs
thoughno
lifehad
ever been.TOWN
MOSTLY
in adull rotationWe
bearour loadsandeatand
drinkand
sleep,Feeling no tears,
knowing
nomeditationToo
tired to think, tooclogged withearth toweep.Dimly
convinced,poorgropingwretches, Like eyelessinsects in amurky
pond
That
outand
out this city stretches,Away,
away,and
thereis no beyond.No
larger earth,no
loftierheaven,No
cleaner, gentlerairstobreathe.And
yet,Even
tous sometimes isgivenVisions of things
we
other timesforget.Some
dayis done,its labour ended,And
aswe
sitand
broodatwindows
high,A
steadywind
fromfar descended,Blowsoffthefilth that hidthedeeper sky;
There
are theempty
waitingspaces,We
watch,we
watch, unwinking,paleand dumb,
Tillgliding
up
with noiseless paces,Nightcoversall thewidearch: Night hascome.
Not
thatsick falsenight of the city,Lurid
and
lowand yellowand
obscene, Butmother
Night, pure,full ofpity,The
star-strewn Night,blue, potent andserene.O,as
we
gaze the clamourceases,The
turbid world around growsdim and
small,The
soft-shed influence releasesOur
shroudedspirits fromtheirdusty pall.No
more
we
hearthe turbulenttraffic,Not
scornedbutunremembered
istheday;The
Night,allluminousand
seraphic,Has
brushedits heavymemories
away.The
great blueNightso clearand
kindly,The
littlestars sowide-eyedand
sostill,Open
adoorfor soulsthat blindlyHad
wandered,tunnellingtheendlesshill;They
draw
thelong-untraversedportal,Our
soulsslipoutand
trembleand
expand,The
immortal feels fortheimmortal,The
eternalholdsthe eternalby
the hand.Impalpably
we
are ledand
lifted, Softlywe
shake intothegulf ofblue,The
lastenvironingveilisriftedAnd
losthorizonsfloatintoourview. Lostlands, loneseas,lands thatafargleam
With
a miraculous beauty,faintyetclear,Forgottenlands ofnight
and
star-gleam,Seasthat are
somewhere
but that arenothere.Borne withouteffortorendeavour,
Swifter
and more
etherealthan the wind, In leveltrackwe
stream, whilst everThe
fairpalepanorama
rollsbehind.Now
fleetsbelow atranced moorland,A
sweep
ofglimmering immobility;Now
craggy cliffand dentedforelandPass backandthere
beyond
unfoldsthesea.Now
wastesofwaterheaving,drawing,Greatdarklingtractsofpatternedrestlessness,
With
whitened waves round roughrocksmawing
And
licking islands in their fierce caress.Now
coastswith capesand
ribboned beaches Setsilent'neath thecanopysapphirine,And
estuariesand
riverreaches.Phantasmalsilver inthenight's soft shine.
Ah,
thesefairwoods
thespiritcrosses,These
quietlakes, these stretched dreamingfields,These
undulatedowns
with piny bosses Pointing the ridges oftheirslopingshields.These
valleysand
these heights that screen them,These
tawniersandswhere
grassand
tree arenot,Ah,
we
haveknown
them,we
have seen them,We
saw
them
long ago andwe
forgot;We
know them
all, these placidcountries,And
what
thepathway
isand what
the goal;These
are the gatesand
these the sentriesThat
guard that ancientfortressof thesoul.And
we
speedonward
flying, flying,Over
thesundering wavesofhillandplainTo
where
theyrear theirheads undyingThe unnamed
mountains of olddaysagain.The
snowsupon
theircalmstill summits,The
chasms,thefilesoftrees thatfootthe snow,Curvinglikeinky frozen comets, Intothe forest-ocean spread below.
The
glistenwhere
thepeaksare hoarest,The
soundless darkness ofthesunken
vales,The
foldingleagues ofshadowy
forest,Edge
beyond edge
till all distinctnessfails.Soinvulnerable it is,sodeathless,
So
floodstheairthe lovelinessofit,That
we
stay dazzled,raptand
breathless,Our
beings ebbingtotheinfinite.There
aswe
pause, thereaswe
hover,Still-poised in ecstasy,a
sudden
lightBreaksinoureyes,
and
we
discoverWe
sitatwindows
gazingto thenight.Wistful
and
tired,with eyesa-tingleWhere
stillthe sting ofBeautyfaintly smarts ;But
with ourmute
regrets theremingleThanks
fortheresurrection ofourhearts.O
nightsogreat thatwill notmock
us!O
stars sowise thatunderstand theweak
!O
vastconsolinghands
thatrock us!O
strongand
perfecttongues thatspeak!O
night enrobedinazuresplendour!O
whisperingstarswhose
radiancefallslikedew
!O
mighty
presencesand
tender,You
havegiven usbackthedreams our childhoodknew
!Lulled by yourvisionswithout number,
We
seekourbeds contentand
void ofpain,And
dreaming drowseand dreaming
slumberAnd
dreaming
wake
tosee the dayagain.FRIENDSHIP'S
GARLAND
I
WHEN
Iwas aboythere wasa friend ofmine
:We
thoughtourselves warriorsand grown
folk swine, Stupid oldanimalswho
never understoodAnd
neverhad
an impulse andsaid "youmust
be good.We
slanklikestoatsand
fledlike foxes,We
put cigarettes inthepillar-boxes, Lightedcigarettesand
lettersall aflamethesurprise
when
thepostman came
!We
stoleeggsand
applesand
made
finehayInpeople'shouses
when
peoplewere
away,We
brokestreetlampsand away
we
ran,Then
Iwas
aboy
butnow
Iam
a man.Now
Iam
aman
and
don't haveany
fun,1hardly evershout
and
Inever, neverrun,And
Idon't care ifhe'sdead thatfriend ofmine, For then Iwas
a boyand
now
Iam
a swine.II
WE
met
again the other nightWith
people; you werequite polite,Shook
my
hand and
spokea whileOf common
things with cautious smile;Paid the usual debt
men
owe
To
fellowswhom
they usedtoknow.But,
when
our eyesmet
full,yours dropped,And
sudden, resolute,you stopped,Moving
with hurriedsyllablesTo make
remarkstosomeone
else.I caught
them
not,tome
they said:" Letthe
dead
pastburyitsdead,Things
were
verydifferentthen, Boysarefoolsand
men
aremen."
Severaltimes the othernight
You
did yourbesttobe polite;When
intheconversation's roundYou
heardmy
tongue's familiarsoundYou
bentin eager posemy
way
To
hearwhat
Ihad
gottosay;Trying,you thought with
some
success,To
hidethe chasm's nakedness.Bat
on youreyes hardfilmsthere lay;No
mock-interest,no pretence Couldveilyour blankindifference;And
ifthoughtscame
recallingthingsFar-off, far-off, fromthose old springs
When
underneaththemoon
and sunOur
separate pulses beatasone, Vagrant tender thoughtsthatasked Admittance foundthe portalmasked
;You
spurnedthem
;when
I'd saidmy
say,With
laughand
nod
you turnedaway
To
tossyourfriendssome
easyjestThat
smotemy
brow and
stabbedmy
breast.Foplishthoughit be
and
vainI
am
notmasterofmy
pain,
And
when
1 saidgood-night toyouI
hoped
we
shouldnotmeet
again,And
wondered
how
the soul Iknew
Could change so
much
; have Ichanged
too?Ill
THERE was
aman
whom
Iknew
wellWhose
choiceitwas
tolive in hell;Reasonthere was
why
thatwassoBut
what
it wasIdo
notknow.He
had
aroom
highina tower,And
satthere drinking hourbyhour, Drinking,drinkingall aloneWith
candlesand
a wall ofstone.Now
and
thenhe sobereddown,
And
stayed a night withme
intown.Ifhe found
me
with acrowd,He
shrankand
didnot speak aloud.He
sat ina cornersilently,And
others ofthecompany
Would
note hiscuriousfaceand
eye,His twitching face
and
timid eye.When
they saw theeye hehad
They
thought, perhaps, thathe wasmad
:I
knew
hewas
clearand
saneBut had
a horrorin his brain.He
had
much money
and
onefriendAnd
drankquitegrimly tothe end.Why
he choseto diein hell Idid notask, he did not tell.A CHANT
GENTLY
the petalsfall as thetreegently swaysThat
hasknown many
springsand
many
petalsfallYear
afteryeartostrew the green desertedwaysAnd
the statueand
thepond and
the low,broken wall.Faded
isthememory
of old things done, Peacefloats on the ruinsofancientfestival ;They
lieand
forgetin thewarmth
of the sun,And
askysilver-blue archesoverall.O
softly,O
tenderly, the heartnow
stirsWith
desires faintand
formless; and,seekingnot,I findQuiet thoughtsthatflashlike azure kingfishers
Across the luminous,tranquil mirror of themind.
24-THE THREE
HILLS
THERE were
threehills thatstood aloneWith woods
abouttheirfeet.They
dreamed
quietwhen
the sun shoneAnd
whisperedwhen
the rain beat.They
wore
all threetheircoronalsTill
men
with housescame
And
scoredtheirheads with pitsand
wallsAnd
thoughtthehillswere
tame.Red
and
whitewhen
day shines brightThey
hidethe green for miles,Where
are the oldhillsgone
?At
nightThe moon
looksdown
and
smiles.She
sees the captors smalland
weak,She knows
the prisoners strong,She
hears the patienthills thatspeak:"
Brothers,it is notlong;
"
Brothers,
we
stoodwhen
theywere
notTen
thousandsummers
past.Brothers,
when
theyare clean forgotWe
shall outlivethelast;"
One
shalldieand
oneshall fleeWith
terror in his train,And
earth shalleat thestones,and
we
Shallbealone again." 25
AT
NIGHT
DARK
fir-tops footthemoony
sky, Blue moonlight barsthe drive;Here
at theopen window
ISit
smoking
andalive.Wind
in the branchesswellsandbreaks Like ocean ona beach;Deep
inthe sky andmy
heart therewakes
A
thought I cannotreach.LINES
WHEN
London was
alittletown
Lean by
theriver's marge,The
poetpacedit witha frown,He
thought itvery large.He
loved bright shipandpointing steepleAnd
bridge with houses loadedAnd
priestsand
many-coloured people . .But
ah,theywere
notwoaded
!Not
allthewallscould shedthespellOf
meresand
marshes green,Nor any
chafferingmerchant
tellThe
beautythathad
been:The
crying birdsatfall of night,The
fisherin his coracle,And,
grim on Ludgate'swindy
height,An
oak-treeand
an oracle.Sickforthe past his hairhe rent
And
dropt atear inseason;Ifhe
had
causefor his lamentWe
havemuch
betterreason.For
now
the fields andpathshe
knew
Are
coffined allwithbricks,The
lucid silverstream heknew
Runs
slimyas the Styx;-North
and
south andeastand
west, Far astheeye cantravel,Earth witha sombre
web
isdrestThat
nothing can unravel.And
we
must wear
asblack a frown, Wail withaskeen
awoe
That
London
wasa littletown
Five
hundred
yearsago.Yet
even this place ofsteamystir,Thispitof belch
and
swallow,With
chrismofgoldand
gossamerThe
elements can hallow.Ihave a
room
inChancery
Lane,High
in a worldofwires,Whence
fallthe roofsa raggedplainWooded
withmany
spires.There
inthedawns
ofsummer
daysI stand,
and
therebeholdA
cityveiledin rainbow hazeAnd
spangled allwithgold.The
breezeswaftabroadthe rays Shot by thewaking
sun,A
myriad chimneyssoftly blaze,A
myriad shadowsrun.Round
thewiderimin radiantmistThe
gentlesuburbs quiver,And
nearerlies the shining twistOf
Thames,
a holyriver.Left
and
rightmy
visiondrifts,By
yonder towersI linger,Where
Westminster'scathedralliftsIts belled Byzantinefinger,
And
hereagainstmy
perchedhome
Where
hold wise conversedailyThe
loftierand
thelesserdome,
StPaul'sand the
Old
Bailey.FLORIAN'S
SONG
MY
soul,itshall not takeus,O
we
will escapeThis world thatstrives tobreakus
And
cast us toits shape;Its chisel shallnotenter, Itsfire shallnot touch,
Hard
from rimtocentre,We
will notcrack orsmutch.'Gainstwords sweet
and
floweredWe
have an amulet,We
will not play thecoward For any black threat;If
we
butgiveenduranceTo
what
isnow
withinThe
single assuranceThat
itisgood
towin.Slaves thinkit better
To
beweak
thanstrong,Whose
hateisa fetterAnd
theirlove a thong. Butwe
will viewthose othersWith
eyeslike stone,And
ifwe
have no brothersANTINOMIES
ON
A
RAILWAY
STATION
As
I stand waitingin therainForthe foggy hootofthe
London
train.Gazingat silent walland
lamp
And
post andrailand
platformdamp.What
isthispower
thatcomes
tomy
sightThat
Isee a nightwithout the night,That
Iseethem
clear,yet lookthem
through,The
silverythingsand
the darklyblue,That
thesolid wallseemssoftas death,A
waveringand
unanchoredwraith,And
railsthatshineand
stones thatstream Unsubstantial asadream
?What
sudden doorhasopened
so,What
hand
has passed, that I shouldknow
This
moving
vision nota tranceThat
melts the globe of circumstance,This sight that
marks
not leastormostAnd
makes
a stone a passing ghost?Isit that a yearago
Istood
upon
thisself-same spot;Isitthat since a yearago
The
placeand
I havealtered not;Is itthatI halfforgot,
A
yearago,and
all despisedFora space the things that I had prized:
The
raceoflife, theglitteringshow
?Isitthat
now
ayearhas passed 31In vain pursuit ofglittering things,
Infruitlesssearching, shouting, running,
And
greedyliesand
candourcunning,Here
as Istand the year aboveSudden
the heatsand
thestrivingsfailAnd
fall away,afluctuantveil,And
thefixed familiarstones restoreThe
oldappearance-buriedcore,The
unmoving and
essentialme,
The
eternal personalityAlone enduringfirst andlast?
No, this I have
known
inother ways,In otherplaces,otherdays.
Not
only here,on
thisone peak,Do
fixityand
beauty speakOf
the delusiveness ofchange,Of
the transparency ofform,The
bootlessstressofmindsthat range,The
awful calm behindthe storm. Inmany
places,
many
days,The
invadedsoul receivesthe raysOf
countriesshewas
nurtured in,Speaksinhersilentlanguage strange
To
thatbeyond
whichisherkin.Even
inpeopled streets attimesA
metaphysicarm
is thrustThrough
the partitioningfabric thin,And
tearsaway
the darkeningpall Castby the bright phenomenal,And
clears the obscuredspirit'smirrorFrom
shadows of deceptive error, 32And
showsthe bellsand
alltheirringing,And
all the crowdsand
alltheirsinging, Carillonsthat are nothing's chimesAnd
dust thatisnoteven dust. . . . Butrarelyhold Iconverse thusWhere
shapesare brightand
clamorous,More
oftencomes
theword
divine In places motionlessand
far;Beneaththewhitepeculiar shine
Of
sunlesssummer
afternoons;At
eventideonpale lagoonsWhere
hangs reflectedone palestar;Or
deep
in thegreen solitudesOf
still erect entranced woods.O,inthe
woods
alonelying, Scarceabough
in thewind
sighing,Gaze
Ilong with fervidpower
At
leafand
branchand
grassand
flower,Breathe Ibreaths oftremblingsight
Shed
from great urns ofgreendelight,Take
I draughts and drinkthem
up-Poured from
many
a stalkand
cup.Now
do
I burnfornothingmore
Than
thustogaze, thustoadore Thisexquisiteness of nature ever Insilence. . . .But
withinstantlightRends
thefilm; withjoy I quiverTo
seewithnew
celestial sightFlower
and
leafand
grassand
tree,Doomed
barks on aneternalsea,Flit phantom-likeastransientsmoke. Beauty herself her spellhas broke,
Beauty, the herald
and
thelure,Her
message told,may
notendure;Her
portal opened, she hasdied,Supreme
immortalsuicide.Yes,sleeplessnature soundlessflings Invisiblegrapplesroundthesoul,
Drawing
her through theweb
of thingsTo
the primalend
ofherjourneyings,Her
ultimateand
constantpole.For Beauty with her handsthat
beckon
Is but the Prophetof aHigher,
A
flamingand
ephemeral beacon,A
Phoenix perishingby
fire.Herself from us herself estranges, Herself her
mighty
tale dothkill,That
allthingschange yetnothingchanges,That
allthingsmove
yetall are still.Icannotsink, I cannotclimb,
Now
that I seemy
ancient dwelling,The
central orb untouchedof time,And
tasteapeace allbliss excelling.Now
I havebroken Beauty's wall,Now
thatmy
kindred world I hold, I carenot though the cities fallTREE-TOPS
THERE beyond
my
window
ledge,Heaped
against thesky, ahedge
Of
huge and waving
tree-tops standsWith
multitudes offluttering hands.Wave
they, beatthey, toand
fro,Never
stillnessmay
theyknow,
Plunged by
thewind
and hurledand
tornAnguished, purposeless,forlorn. "
O
ferocious,
O
despairing, Inhuddledisolation faringThrough
ascattered universe,Lostcoinsfrom theAlmighty'spurse!
"
"
No, below you do not see
The
firmfoundations of the tree;Anchored
to arock beneathWe
laughinthehammering
tempest's teeth."
Boughs
likemen
but burgeonsareOn
an adamantinestar;Men
aremyriad blossoms onA
staunch and cosmicskeleton."ARTEMIS
ALTERA
O
FULL ofcandourand compassion,Whom
loveand
worship bothwould
praise,Love
cannot frame nor worshipfashionThe
image
ofyour fearlessways
!How
show
your noble brow'sdark pallor,Your
chivalrouscasque ofebon
hair,Your
eyes' bright strength,yourlips' softvalour,Your
supple shouldersand
handsthatdare?Our
soulswhen
naivelyyou examine,Your
sword of innocence,naming, huge,Sweeps
overus,and
thereis famineWithin the ports of subterfuge.
You
hatecontempt
andlove not laughter;With
your sharp spear ofvirgin willYou
harry the wickedstrong; butafter,O
huntresswho
could neverkill,Should they be trodden
down
orpierced, Swift, swift,you flywith burning cheekTo
place yourbeauty's shield reversedEPILOGUE
THAN
farthest starsmore
distant,A
mile more,A
milemore,A
voice crieson insistent: "You
may
smilemore
ifyouwill;"
You may
sing tooand
spring too;But
numb
atlastAnd
dumb
atlast,Whatever
portyou clingto,You
must come
at lasttoa hill."
And
never aman
you'llfindthere
To
take yourhand
And
shake yourhand
;But
when
you go behind thereYou
must
make
yourhand
a sword"
To
fencewith afoeman
swarthy,
And
swink thereNor
shrink there,Though
cowardlyand
worthyMust
drink there onereward."DIALOGUE
THE ONE
THE
dead
man's gone, the live man's sad, the dying leafshakes onthe tree,
The
wind
constrains the window-panes andmoans
likemoaning
ofthe sea,And
sour's the tastenow
culled in haste of lovelythingsI
won
too late,And
loudand
loud above thecrowd
the Voice ofOne
more
strongthan we.
THE OTHER
This Voice you hear, this call you fear, is it unprophesied
or
new
?Were
you so insolent to think its ropewould
never circleyou?
Did
you then beastlike liveand
walk with ears and eyes thatwould
not turn?Who
badeyou
hope your service 'scape in that eternal retinue?THE ONE
No
; forI swearnow
bare's the treeand
loud themoaning
ofthe wind,
I
walked
no rut with eyelids shut,my
ears and eyeswere
neverblind,
Only
my
eager thoughts I bent onmany
things that Idesired
To make
my
greedy heart content ere flesh and blood Ileftbehind.
THE OTHER
Ignorance, then, was all your fault
and
filmed eyes that could notknow,
That
half discernedand
never learned the temporalway
thatmen
must go
;You
set theimage
of the world high for your heart's idolatry,Though
with yourlipsyou
called the world atoy, a ghost,a passingshow.
THE ONE
No, no; this is not true;
my
lips spoke onlywhat
my
heart believed.Called I the world a toy; I spoke not echo-like or
self-deceived.
But
that I thought the toy wasmine
to play with,and
the passing
show
Would
sate at leastmy
passinglusts,and
did not, therefoream
Igrieved.
What
did I do that Imust
bear this lifelong tyranny ofmy
fate,That
Imust
writhe in bonds unsought of accidental loveand
hate?Had
chance butjoined different dice, but once or twice,butonceor twice,
All lovely things that I desired I should have held before toolate.
Surely I
knew
that fleshwas
grass nor valuedovermuch
theprize,
But
allthe powers of chance conspired to cheat aman
bothjust
and
wise.Happy
I'd beenhad
I buthad
my
due reward,and
notasword
Flaming
in diabolichand between
me
andmy
Paradise.N
THE OTHER
No
hooded
band
of fates did stand your heart's ambitionstogainsay,
No
flaming brand in evilhand
was ever thrust across your way,Only
the thingsallmen
must
meet,thecommon
attributesof
men,
That
men
may
flinch to see or, seeing, deny, but avoidthem
noman
may.Fall the dice, not once or twice but always, to
make
the self-samesum
;Chance
what may,
a life's a lifeand
to a single goalmust
come
;Though
aman
search farand
wide, never is hungersatisfied;
Nature brings her natural fetters,
man
ismeshed and
the wise aredumb.
O
vain all art to assuage a heart with accents of a mortal tongue,All earthly words are incomplete
and
only sweet are the songs unsung,Never
yet was cause for regret, yet regretmust
afflictusall,
Better it were to grasp the world 'thwart which this world
isa curtainflung.
STARLIGHT
LASTnightI
lay inan
open
fieldAnd
looked atthestarswith lipssealed;No
noisemoved
the windlessair,And
Ilookedatthe starswith steadystare.There were
some
thatglitteredand
some
thatshoneWith
a softand
equalglow,and
oneThat queened
it over the sprinkled round,Swaying
the hostwithsilentsound."Calm
things," Ithought,"in
your cavernblue, I will learnand
holdand
master you;I will
yoke and
scornyou asI can,Forthe pride of
my
heartis the pride of a man."Grass to
my
cheekinthedewy
field,Ilayquite still withlips sealed,
And
the pride of aman
and
his rigid gaze Stalkedlike swords on heaven's ways.But
througha sudden gate therestoleThe
Universeand
spreadinmy
soul;Quick went
my
breathand
quickmy
heart,And
I lookedatthe starswith lipsapart.SONG
THERE
isawood
where
thefairies dance All nightlongin aring ofmushrooms
daintily,By
each treebolesitsa squirrelor a mole,And
themoon
throughthebranchesdarts.Light onthe grass theirslimlimbs glance,
Their shadows inthe moonlightswingin quiet unison,
And
themoon
discoversthattheyallhavelovers,But they never breaktheirhearts.
They
nevergrieveat allforsands that run,They
neverknow
regret foradeed
that'sdone,And
they never think ofgoingtoashed with agun
At
the risingofthe sun.No
creature stirsin thewide fields.The
riftedwesternheavenyieldsThe
dyingsun's illumination.This isthe houroftribulation
When,
with clear sight ofeve engendered, Day'shomage
todelusion rendered,Mute
atherwindow
sits thesoul.Cloudsand skies
and
lakesandseas, Valleysand
hillsand
grassand
trees,Sun,
moon, and
stars, allstandtoherLimbs
ofone lordless challenger,Who,
without deigningtauntorfrown,Throws
a perennial gauntletdown
:"
Come
conquer
me
and take thy toll."No
cowardice orfearshe knows,But,asonce
more
she girds, there growsAn
unresigned hopelessnessFrom memory
offormer stress.Head
bent, shemuses
whilst he waits:How
with suchweapons
dinthis plates?How
quell this vastand
sleeplessgiant Calmly,immortally defiant,How
fellhim, bindhim,and
controlFOR
MUSIC
DEATH
inthe cold greymorning
Came
totheman
where
helay;
And
thewind
shivered,andthetree shudderedAnd
thedawn
wasgrey.And
thefaceoftheman
was grey inthedawn,And
the watchers by thebed
Knew,
as they heard theshaking ofthe leaves,THE
FUGITIVE
FLYINGhis hair
and
his eyesaverse,Fleet arehisfeet andhis heartapart.
How
could oursong hischarmsrehearse?Fleet arehis feet
and
his heartapart.High
on
adown
we
foundhim
last,Shy
asa hare,he
fled as fast;How
couldwe
clasphim
or everhepassed?Fleet arehisfeet
and
hisheart apart.How
couldwe
cling to hislimbs that shone,Ravishhischeeks' redgonfalon,
Or
the wild-skin cloak thathehad on
?Fleet are his feet
and
hisheartapart.Forthe
wind
ofhis feetstillstraightlyshaping,He
loosedatour breasts fromhis eyesescapingOne
crookedswiftglance like a javelin leaping.Fleet arehisfeet
and
hisheartapart.And
hisfeetpassedoverthesunset landFrom
the place forlornwhere
aforlornband
Watching him
flyingwe
still did stand.Fleet arehis feet
and
hisheartapart. 45Vanishing
now who
would
notstayTo
the blue hillson the verge ofday.O
soft! soft! Musicplay,
Fading away, (Fleet are his feet
And
hisheart apart)Fading away.
ECHOES
THERE
isafarunfadingcityWhere
bright immortal peopleare;Remote
from hollowshame and
pity,Theirportalsframe
no
guiding starBut
blightless pleasure'smoteless raysThat
follow their footsteps asthey danceLong
lutanied measures throughamaze
Of
flower-like songand
dalliance.There
always glows the vernal sun,There happy
birds foreversing,There
faintperfumed
breezes runThrough
branchesof eternal spring;There
facesbrowned
andfruitand
milkAnd
blue-winged words and rose-bloomedkissesIngalleys
gowned
with goldand
silkShake on
a lake of dainty blisses.Coyness isnot, nor bear they thought,
Saveof a shining graciousflow;
All natural joys are temperate sought, For calm desire there they
know,
A
firepromiscuous, languorous, kind;They
scornallfiercerlustsand
quarrels,Nor
blow about onanger'swind,Nor
burn with love,norrustwith morals. 47Folkin thefar unfadingcity,
Burning with lusts
my
sensesare,I
am
tornwith loveand
shame
andpity,Be
tomy
heart aguiding star:Wise
youthsand
maidensin the sun,With
eyes thatcharm and
lips thatsing,And
gentlearms that rippling run,THE MIND
OF
MAN
I
BENEATH
my
skull-boneand
my
hair,Coveredlike a poisonouswell,
There
is aland: ifyou
lookedthereWhat
you saw you'd quail totell.You
that sitthere smiling,you
Know
thatwhat
I sayis true.My
headisvery small to touch,I feelitallfromfront toback,
An
earedround thatweighs notmuch,
Eyes, nose-holes,and
apulpy crack:Oh,
how
small,how
smallit is!How
could countries be in this?Yet,
when
I watch with eyelids shut,Itglimmers forth,
now
dark,now
clear,The
cityof Cis-Occiput,The
marshesand
the writhing mere,The
land that everyman
IseeKnows
inhimselfbut not inme.II
Upon
theborders ofthe weald(I
walk
therefirstwhen
Istepin)Set in green
wood
and
smilingfield,The
city stands,unstained ofsin;White
thoughts and wishes pureWalk
the streetswith stepsdemure. 49Initsclean grovesand spacioushalls
The
quiet-eyed inhabitantsHold
innocent sunnyfestivalsAnd
mingleindecorousdance;Things that destroy,distort,deface,
Come
nevertothatlovely place.Never
could evilenter thither,Itcouldnotlivein thatsweetair,
The
shadow
ofanilldeed
must
witherAnd
fallaway
tonothing there.You
would
sayas thereyou standThat
allwas beautyin the land.But
go yououtbeyond
the gateway, Cleaveyou
thewoods and
pass the plain,Cross
you
thefrontierdown,and
straightwayThe
trees will end, the grass willwane,And
you
willcome
to a wildernessOf
sticksand
parched barrenness.The
middleof the land isthis,A
tawny
desertmidmost
set,Barrenoflivingthingsit is,
Savingatnight
some
vampires flitThat
nestthem
in the farthermarishWhere
all save vilestthingsmust
perish.Here
in thisreedy marsh ofgreenAnd
oily pools,swarm
insectsfatAnd
birdsofpreyand
beasts obscene, Thingsthatthetravellershudders at,All cunningthings that creepand fly
To
suck men'sblooduntil theydie.Rarely fromhence does aught escape Into theworldofouterlight,
But
now
and thensome
sable shapeOutward
willdash in suddenflight;And men
stand stonied ordistraughtTo
know
the loathlydeed
or thought.But,ah !
beyond
themarsh
you reachA
purulent placemore
vilethanall,A
festering lake toofoul forspeech,Rotten
and
black,with coilsacrawl,Where
writhe withlecherous squeakingsshrillHorrors that
make
the heart stand still.There, 'neath aheaven diseased,it lies,
The
mere
alive withslimy worms,With
perverseterribleinfamies,And
murders and repulsiveformsThat
haveno
name, butslidehere deep, WhilstI, theirholder, silencekeep.A REASONABLE
PROTESTATION
\ToF., whocomplainedofhisvaguenessand lackof
dogmaticstatement]
NOT, I suppose, since I
deny
Appearance
isreality,And
doubt thesubstance of the earthDoes
your remonstrancecome
to birth;Not
thatatonce Ibothaffirm"Tisnotthe skin that
makes
theworm
And
everytactile thingwithmassMust
find itssymbolinthe grassAnd
witha coolconviction sayEven
acritic'smore
thanclayAnd
everydog
outlives hisday.This kindofvaguenesssuitsyourview,
You
would
notcarpatit; foryouDid
neverstandwiththosewho
take Theirpleasuresin aworld opaque.For youa tree
would
neverbe Lovely wereitbuta tree,And
earthly splendoursneversplendidIfby transienceunattended.
Your
eyes areona farther shoreThan
any ofearth; nordo
adoreAs godhead
God's dead hieroglyph.Nor would
you be perturbed ifSome
prophet with avoice ofthunderAnd
avalanchearm
should blastand
founder 52The
logicalpillars thatmaintainThis visible worldwhich loads thebrain, Loadsthe brain
and
withers the heartAnd
holdsman
from hisGod
apart.But
stillwithyou
remains the cravingFor
some more
solidsubstance, havingSurfacetotouch, colour tosee,
And
formcompact
in symmetry.You
arenotsatisfiedwith theseVague
throbbings, namelessecstasies,Nor
can yourspiritfind delightInan amorphicgreatwhite light.
Not
with suchsickles canyou
reap;Ifa denseearth you cannot
keep
You
want
adense heavenassubstituteWith
trees ofplump
celestial fruit,Red
apples,golden pomegranates,And
a riverflowingby tallgates
Of
topazand
ofchrysoliteAnd
wallsoftwenty
cubits height. Frank, youcry out against the age!Nor
younorI can disengageOurselvesfrom thatin
which
we
liveNor
seizeon
thingsGod
does notgive. Thirstyasyou, perhaps, IlongForcourtyards of eternal song,
Even
asyoursmy
feetwould
strayIn acity
where
'tisalways dayAnd
agreen spontaneous leafygardenWith
God
inthe middle forawarden
;But
though Ihope
with strengtheningfaithTo
tastewhen
I havetraversed deathThe
unimaginable sweetnessOf
certitude ofsuch concreteness,How
should Idraw
thehueand
scopeOf
substances I onlyhope
Or
blazeupon
a paperscreenThe
evidence of thingsnotseen?Thisart of oursbut grows
and
stirsExperience
when
itregisters,And
youknow
wellas Iknow
well Thisautumn
oftimein whichwe
dwellIsnot an ageof revelations Solidasonce,butintimations
That
touchus withwarm
mistyfingersLeavinga nameless sense thatlingers
That
sight isblindand
Time's a snareAnd
earthless solidthan the airAnd
deep
belowallseeming
thingsThere
sitsa steadykingof kingsA
radiant agelesspermanence,A
quenchlessfount ofvirtuewhence
We
draw
ourlife; a sense thatmakes
A
staunch convictionnothing shakesOf
ourown
immortality.And
though,beingman,
with certaingleeIeat
and
drink, though I suffer pain,And
loveand
hateand
love againWell
orinmode
contemptible,Thus
shackledby
the body's spell I seethrough pupils of the beastThough
itbe faintand blurred withmistA
Star thattravels in the East. I seewhat
I can,notwhat
1will.In things thatmove,things that are still;
Thin
motion, evencloudierrest,I see thesymbols
God
hathdrest.The
movelesstrees,thetreesthatwave
The
clouds that heavenlyhighwayshave. Horsesthat run, rocks that arefixt,Streamsthathave rest
and
motion mixt,The
main
with itsabiding flux,The
wind
that upmy
chimney
sucksA
mounting
waterfallofflame,Sticks,straws, dust, beetles
and
thatsame
Old
blazing sunthe Psalmistsaw
A
testifierto thelaw:Divinely to the hearttheyspeak Saying
how
they arebut weak,Wan
will-o'-the-wispson
thecrystalsea;But
staysthatseastill darktome.Did
Inow
gliblyinsolent
Charttheulteriorfirmament,
Would
you notknow
my
wordswere
lies,Where
notmy
testimonial eyes Mortalorspirituallodge,Mere
uncorroboratedfudge?Praiseme,
though
praise I do not want,Rather, that Ihavecast
much
cant,That
what
I seeand
feel Iwrite,Read what
I canin thisdim
lightGranted
tome
in nether night.And
though Iam
vagueand
shrinktoguessGod'severlastingpurposes,
And
neversaveinperplextdream
Have
caughtthe least clear-shapengleam
Of
the greatkingdom and
thethrone In theworld thatliesbehindour own,I havenotlacked
my
certainties,I have nothaggard
moaned
theskies,Nor waged
unnecessary strifeNor
scornednorovervaluedlife.And
though you saymy
attitudeIsquestioning,concede
my
mood
Does
neverbring totongue orpenAccents of
gloomy modern
men
Who
wail or hail the death ofGod
And
weighand
measureman
the clod,Or
saytheydraw
reluctant breathAnd
musicallymourn
thatDeath
Isa
queen
omnipotentofwoe
And
Life herleancicisbeo,Abject
and
pale,whom
vampire-likeShe
playethwith ere sheshall strike,And
posesad riddles to the SphinxWith
raven quillsinpurple inks,Then
sendthe boytofetchmore
drinks.IN
THE
PARK
THISdense hard
ground
Itread.These
iron bars thatripple past,Willthey
unshaken
standwhen
Iam
dead
And
my
deep
thoughts outlast?Isit
my
spirit slips,Falls,like this leafI kick aside;
Thisfirmnessthat I feelabout
my
lips,Isitbut
empty
pride?Mute
knowledge
conquersme
;I contemplate
them
as theyare,Faint earth
and shadowy
barsthat shake and flee,Less hard,
more
transientfarThan
thoseunbodied huesThe
sunsetflingson the calmriver;And,
as I look,a swiftness thrillsmy
shoesAnd
my
hands with empire quiver.Now
lighttheground I tread,Iwalk not
now
but ratherfloat;Clearbut unreal isthesceneoutspread,
Pitiful, thin,remote.
Poor vapouristhe grass,
So frailthe trees
and
railingsseem,That, didI
sweep
my
hand
around, 'twould passThrough
them,as in adream. 57Godlike I fearno changes;
Shatter theworld with thundersloud,
Still would Iray-likeflitaboutthe ranges
Of
darkand
ruddycloud.IN
AN
ORCHARD
AIRY and
quickand
wiseInthe shedlight ofthe sun,
You
clasp with friendlyeyesThe
thoughts frommine
thatrun.But
something breaks the link;Isolitary stand
By
a giantgully'sbrinkIn
some
vastgloomy
land.Sole centralwatcher, I
With
steadfast sadnessnow
In thatwaste placedescry'Neaththe awfulheavens