"Don't you drive?" She asked me as I was busying myself looking out the window, anything to stop me from looking at what I really wanted to view.
"I do, but my car wouldn't start this morning" I rolled my eyes and got comfortable in her seat, she also had a Mercedes but it had red leather seats compared to mine that had black. "I like your car"
"Thanks, it's my baby" Your baby huh? I never knew I could get jealous over a car before....
"How long have you had it?" I didn't really wanna continue this conversation about a car but there wasn't much else I could say.
"Two years"
"Aww" Why the hell did I say aw?
"Aw? You're a strange one Tiffany" she chuckled
"Yah! I'm thinking you're more of a bully than a teacher y'know. You laugh at my butt, then you laugh at scaring me and now you say I'm strange!" I huffed but she totally knew I wasn't being serious.
"Well maybe you should stop being so funny" she winked which made my heart stop for a second. She said I'm funny!
"I'm actually not funny at all. Here I'll prove it. Knock knock"
"Who's th..."
"COME IN!"
She looked at me like I was a complete freak. "I told you" I smirked.
But then she burst out laughing, she was actually laughing so hard she started to cry. I couldn't help but laugh along, the noises coming out of her were just
hysterical. I thanked God we had stopped at a red light or she might have just crashed the car.
"Oh my God Tiffany" she chuckled, calming down a little after her laughing fit.
"Wow, well that's the best reaction I've had from a joke" I snorted
"Ahhh Lord. Sorry." She was giggling now like a little girl, cute.
"Don't apologise, it's nice to see you lighten up after today" Did I really just say that to my teacher?
"Now you know what to do to cheer me up" I saw her grin and god her smile was infectious.
"What....tell a lame joke? Turn right here"
"Yep, but please not in the middle of class or I'll die of embarrassment"
"Maybe it'd be great payback for what you did to me on your first day" Yes, I was going there
"Oooo, sneaky. Please don't." She gave me a pleading smile which kinda melted my heart.
"We'll see. I have this great one about a chicken" That set her off again. "Jeez you kid, if you take the next left here, my house is at the end of the road" I loved how I could talk to her like I talk to Jessica, it really was like I gained a new good friend, except I liked this friend more than a friend.
She pulled up by my house and looked out her window. "Wow this is a nice place"
she had her mouth open wide taking in the pretty scenery around my home.
"Thanks. And thanks for the ride, I really appreciate it. I guess I would still be at the bus stop right now if it wasn't for your....generosity" I couldn't help but wink which she smirked at. Our banter was just, something else
"No problem...." I caught her eyes and I couldn't look away. They were so....inviting. It's like they were pulling me in but I did all I could to resist. I
flickered my eyes down to her lips, god they were so full, so shiny so irresistible. I looked back up to her eyes to see her smile turn into a grimace.
"What? What's wrong?" I started to panic, shit did she see me?
"Um, do you like bugs?"
"Ew! No why would you ask me that?" I shivered at the thought of those gross things.
"Okay, then I suggest you stay still...." She said as she slowly reached out towards me.
I had forgotton all about what she had just said and focused on the sight of her coming closer and closer to me as if she was going to kiss me. My heart was racing as I stared at her lips...But all of a sudden I felt something crawling around on my head and I lost it.
"ARRGHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK?!?! GET IT OFF!!"
"Tiffany calm down just stay still!" she was holding my shoulders down trying to get whatever it was off my head but with me jumping around like a lunatic it wasn't going well. "TIFFANY!"
I stopped. She shouted at me, I couldn't believe it. I stared at her, my mouth wide open in disbelief. That hurt....
Suddenly she grabbed a piece of my hair and pulled it out, I yelped only to turn it into a scream when I saw what dropped onto me. This huge fucking spider. I lost it once again and started jumping around in her car, somehow I managed to open the car door and I fell out backwards with a thump as I hit the ground. Luckily I was wearing jeans or Taeyeon would have seen right up my skirt.
I quickly got up and started jumping around outside, I had no idea if that beast had gotten off me so I continued to jump until I saw it crawling around on the floor. I lifted my foot up and screamed "DIE!" and then stomped on it. "YEAH THAT'S WHAT YOU GET!" Hideous creature.
I looked back to the car to see Miss Kim doubled over with laughter, I had done all
that in front of her. Ground just swallow me whole right now please, that'd be great!
"Oh my god I can't breathe" she whimpered, her face was bright red. Wouldn't it be great if she passed out and I had to perform CPR? Aish what am I even thinking...
"Are you done?" I asked, one eyebrow raised and my hand on my hip.
"I should've got that on video, you could have been a Youtube star" she chuckled.
"Ha ha" I said sarcastically "Thanks again for the ride. I'm just going to go die from embarrassment now so I'll see you in my next life maybe"
"Over dramatic" Taeyeon rolled her eyes. "See you tomorrow Tiffany." I closed my door for her and she drove off. I waved at the disappearing car before going inside.
My Heart
"Oh my god Tiff you're such a loser"
"Shutup Jess, you're such an asshole. I don't get why you don't just tell me"
"It's cause you're really thick and I love messing with you"
Fuck off. Stupid girl. Jessica and I were currently waiting outside the school building along with all the other students. I was in math when the fire alarm went off so due to school protocol, we've all got to wait out here while it's checked out.
I kept looking around to see where Miss Kim was, I didn't see her class so they must still be inside....oh there they are. A smile popped up on my face almost immediately after seeing her and I saw her shoot a smile my way too. Jessica was just watching us both with a grin on her face, no idea why.
"Let me try something" Jess said before she cupped my butt with her hand.
"Yah! What the...."
"Shhhh, she turned me around so my back was to the rest of the students and teachers and held her arm around my waist while her other was still squeezing my butt.
"Jess everyone's looking, don't you care?"
"Not everyone. Stay there" who was she looking at? I tried to turn around but she was strong, she kept me in place. "Ahhh, bingo."
Jess crept her hand that was resting on my waist slowly up before grabbing a
handful of my hair. Inch by inch, she then left my butt and began to move her hand around to my front. I'm sure from the back it looked like she was....yeah.
"Someone's not happy" Jess sniggered before kissing my cheek and letting me go.
I turned around and saw Nichkhun storming up to us before pushing Jessica away from me.
"Stop it Nic" I frowned " He was always so jealous of everybody, it was getting to be a bit of a problem "We're just messing around."
"You stop, I don't need rumours saying you two are lesbians together floating round and making me look like a fool" he snarled, what a douche.
"Fuck off Khunnie boy, this is a private conversation." Jessica warned, her trademark icy exterior taking hold of her.
"Baby we can meet up after school okay? You can come over" I said and of course that would settle him down, he smiled and kissed me before going back to his own friends."You did that to make him mad?" I asked Jessica confused
"He wasn't the one I was talking about" Jess smiled at me before directing her gaze somewhere else and then losing her grin. "Shit..."
"What?"
I looked to where Jessica was looking and saw Miss Kim with our PE teacher. He was whispering in her ear and she was laughing and slapping his arm flirtatiously.
He then said something and she leaned in and kissed his cheek, they were close and looked like a fucking couple. I didn't know my heart could drop so far out of my chest until I saw that. Then he held her hand...
"Tiff...." I'm sure Jess felt guilty about maybe getting my hopes up. Thank god she hadn't told me anything about what she thought she witnessed in the classroom because if she was wrong and told me the opposite of what was actually real....I'm sure my heart would have shattered.
"I'm fine" but I wasn't. My voice breaking made Jessica sure of that, I kept staring like a demented person as Taeyeon rested her hand onto his chest while he puffed out his pecs, trying to impress her again no doubt. I've seen her smile at me
but....not like that. I wiped a tear from my eye and turned around, I didn't need to see any more.
"She's a flirt Tiff, I bet she has this huge ego that she needs to fill so flirts with people to feed it. She's a snake." Jess said trying to make me feel better, I nod my head and then the fire alarm stopped. Class upon class started to go back into the building, Jess had to return to her class so I bowed my head to say goodbye and went over to Khun. He saw I was upset so put his arm around me and took me to our next class...
English.
...
"Afternoon guys." She even sounded different. "Today we have a documentary to watch, and I've also given you some worksheets. Watch the documentary where the answers to the questions on your sheets will be. Tiffany do you want to do that too?" She sounded friendly, not flirty, It was all in my fucking head. I nodded, my eyes still on the ground, I hadn't looked at her once since I had seen her with that guy.
She came round and started to give the worksheets out, I prayed she wouldn't stop at my table but she did. And then she touched me, her hand resting on my back. I didn't want that so I turned my body awkwardly trying to shake her hand off, luckily she got the hint and dropped it.
"Are you okay sweetie?" She asked. Don't call me sweetie, I bet you call him
sweetie. I nod my head but then she decided to crouch down making me look at her for a split second before I shifted my gaze elsewhere. I could see her frown fom the corner of my eye and finally she got up and left.
I lifted my eyes to look at the interactive whiteboard where she would show us the DVD on and I wondered why she made us watch Romeo and Juliet on the TV when she had that. Maybe it was because the movie was on a VHS and not a DVD, I don't know, I'm not good with technology.
Since the board was right above her desk, I saw her figure to the side of it, I was sure she was looking at me...but then again, I have been delusional all this time. I hazard a glance to her and I was right, she was. Probably wondering whether to ask again if I'm okay.... No I'm not fucking okay and I'm not staying for tutoring either.
When I finished my worksheet and the documentary ended, she started to collect them all in and like I expected, she stopped to ask if I was okay again. I said 'yes' in the coldest tone I could and again she got the hint and left. Soon it was time to leave so I immediately glued myself to Nichkhun and he put his arm around me, at least he was good for something now.
He picked up my bag for me and we both walked out, we were halfway down the hall when I heard her shouting my name. Nichkhun looked down at me and he probably saw I wasn't in the mood so we kept walking. He had said that he couldn't give me a lift home (my car still wasn't fixed) as he had to pick up his little brother from school but he'd come to my house later like I had asked him to.
I made my way to the bus stop and found there weren't many people there, none that got on my bus anyway and as soon as their bus approached, they got on and I was left alone. Oh and if my day couldn't get any better, it started to rain and there was me without a jacket, just a blouse and some skinny jeans. Fucking perfect.
I wallowed in my self pity for close to ten minutes until I saw a car pull up in front of me, the rain bouncing off it's roof. I knew that car, and I was not getting into it.
Depression
"Tiffany, get in!" She shouted when she had lowered the window. I didn't answer, and just turned to the direction the bus would be coming from. I quickly glanced at the bus timetable - 30 minutes isn't too bad. I took a step back from her car and totally ignored it. "Tiffany! You're gonna catch your death, get in!" She tried again, I folded my arms and refused to look. Call me childish, but I wasn't getting hurt even more. No way.
All of a sudden I heard a car door open and glanced quickly to see her getting out and putting an umbrella up before slamming her door shut. All I wanted to do was walk away, so I did. There was another bus stop further up the road anyway. I heard her calling me but once again I ignored her, you broke my fucking heart.
Then all I felt were tingles when I felt her hand on my arm, she spinned me around to face her and I could see she was getting wet too.
"Tiffany listen to me! Get in the car!"
"No"
Thunder rumbled through the sky and although I was scared I tried not to show it. I attempted to yank my arm away but she was holding it too tightly for me to get away from her.
"For fucks sake!" She shouted and then proceeded to drag me back to her car, I hadn't walked that far from it anyway but I tried to resist. I couldn't be in that small of a space with her right now.
She opened the passenger side door once we got there and told me to get in. Again I refused so she pushed me in by force ignoring my protests and then locked the door until she got in her side. As soon as she sat in the driver seat I tried to get out again but it just wasn't happening.
"Open the door!" I ordered.
"No"
"This is kidnapping"
"No this is called being responsible, you could catch pneumonia Tiffany. Look at you you're soaking."
"Let me go"
"No"
I leaned over to her side, brushing against her and making myself dizzy, I really liked this woman and she was making it so hard for me to get over her. I tried to open her door but that too was locked.
I wasn't going anywhere it seemed so I gave up and tried to calm down by watching the rain pour down the window, it was coming down hard as it was bouncing a few feet off the floor each time it hit.
I felt Taeyeon move, reaching into the backseat for something. I wasn't going to look to see what it was.
"Here, take this." She said as she held out an oversized jumper. I looked at it and shook my head before turning back to look out the window again. "What's wrong with you?" She asked, I pictured her face being confused at me treating her this way but oh well.
I saw she turned the heating in the car up which I was silently grateful for and then her hand that was holding the jumper flopped down to her lap, tired at being held up for so long. She then sighed and started the car.
"If I've done something, or said something to anger you or upset you, I'm sorry"
she said as she drove through the rain. I didn't answer but I felt the tears
threatening to spill out from my eyes after hearing the hurt in her voice. "Or maybe it's something that happened between you and Nichkhun or with Jessica....you know you can talk to me about anything right?"
Yeah, I've fallen for you hard and then you broke my heart. Will it make you feel better to hear that? I flinched when she rested her hand on my leg reassuringly and I immediately shook it off not liking how the sparks were still electrocuting me
from the inside-out. I saw her hand hover above me before reluctantly going back to the steering wheel.
"So it is me...what can I do to make you comfortable Tiffany?" She sighed
"Let me out" I responded finally, that's all I wanted from her right now.
"But we are almost there" she reasoned.
"Let me out" I repeated
"Fine" she finally gave up and pulled over. "But only if you wear this and take the umbrella okay?" I nodded. "Do you know where we are?" I nodded again. "Okay."
She sounded defeated.
She handed me the umbrella and made sure I put on her jumper before unlocking the car. All I could smell was her body scent on this jumper and it was killing me but I got out, put the umbrella up and closed the door behind me. I didn't dare look back because she hadn't left yet, she was watching me. It was only about an eight minute walk to my house so it wasn't that bad and it was the weekend tomorrow so thank the lord for that.
Once I got in, I immediately took off her jumper, threw it in the washing machine by itself and turned it on. I then placed the umbrella by the door ready for Monday
Once I got in, I immediately took off her jumper, threw it in the washing machine by itself and turned it on. I then placed the umbrella by the door ready for Monday